The beast inside  

collaredmuff01 51F
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8/27/2006 8:50 pm

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8/27/2006 10:42 pm

The beast inside

It seems through the years I have become exceptionally good at dancing around the beast inside me. I thought I had laid it to rest a while back, but no. Today, I could dance no more, I had to face it. I was scared as hell to look it in the face, admit what it had done to me, to accept it and deal. When I wanted to run away, hide myself, lash out and scream; the beast took control. I was completely frozen, I think my heart even stopped beating. When the beast was done taunting me, it released it's grip and let me go. This time, I was able to walk away of my own free will and move on. I said goodbye and in my mind I was thankful for what the beast had taught me. For if it wasn't for this creature, I would not be who I am today.

Muffy da Brat

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