Narrow is the way and heavy is the burden that leads out of darkness......and few find it.  

coldonstage 44M
9 posts
4/18/2006 6:24 am

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Narrow is the way and heavy is the burden that leads out of darkness......and few find it.


It is amazing how wonderful and tragic it is to find the honesty, the strength within to be true to yourself. TO not allow yourself freedom from anything other than exactly what and who you are.

This life has been a journy of self discovery. On this journey I have found many things within the cavern which is me. Very ugly things, to beautiful whispers....to outright lies Ive been fed along the way.

What is your truth or one of them? What makes you tick or lick, smile or shudder? Beneath your mantra, beneath the smile that holds the world at bay....when your lying on your pillow and it is just you and God, what is it that you feel? Who is it that you see?

Today I say thank you to God for creating me, Christ for saving me, my friends for loving me but I seek on, I search this decadent world....for the one who can put up with me....love me without understanding or at least beyond it.

When I find her....IF she exists......what a terrible beauty I will make with her.....forevermore.

May you all find it.

AMEN.

J

angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
4/18/2006 4:23 pm

When I'm lying on my pillow at night I too thank God for all He has given me. And for allowing me a chance to give back to others. I wish for you that you would find this special person to spend the rest of your life with. If you lived closer....I'd introduce you to my daughter who has the same beliefs as you and is also searching for that "right" person.


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