A Part, Not Apart  

clameatingdog 65M
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12/20/2005 2:28 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A Part, Not Apart

I have felt so isolated from others at times. I have always been "different". I never seemed to fit in anywhere. I see things differently, have peculiar personal tastes, and my social skills are often what could be considered lame. And so, when life gets to be too much, I isolate, as a rule.

Fortunately, over the last two years, I have gotten involved with outside things, espsciallythrough the internet. The AdultFriendFinder groups is an example. Blogging is another. And I recently joined a writers' work group locally, something I never knew existed here. It meets alternate Thursdays, and I can hardly wait to get there.

Being apart is hell on the mind. The thing that is giving me a lifeline right now is being a part of other things. For me, there has to be more to life than the shit I've had to eat for nine months. That's a long time for things to get steadily worse. It is said, "A man wrapped up in himself makes a very small package." How true it is. I became so small I almost disappeared in my own eyes. That's never a good thing.

I am still having problems. But I am someone. I count. And I can affect my world. I must always remember this. It is what what us keeping me alive and sane.

Babel__Fish 45F

12/24/2005 3:35 am


Babel__Fish 45F

1/2/2006 12:28 pm

Happy New year sweetie!!!!

{=} your friend Babel

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