Initial thoughts  

chyvaelry67 49M
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8/20/2006 9:36 am

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Initial thoughts

I exist, of this much I am as sure as any of us can be. But do I truly live? My existence is rigidly defined by work, school, family, and friends. I rarely have more than a moment to myself, and in this I suppose I could be considered lucky. The other side of that particular coin is the unfortunate fact that only one other person in the world knows for a fact that I have bisexual leanings...former spouses can be great friends if you let them. Yeah, I'm still pretty hung up on her, but I'll probably cover that at a later date. And finally the most rigidly defining aspect of my existence, may I introduce the Human Papiloma Virus. This is the virus that causes genital warts, and sometimes causes cervical cancer. Not something I want to be passing around. According to my reading 80% of the sexually active population has been exposed to HPV in one form or another. Hey all you lovely swingers, condoms only cover a small area (no matter how you measure up) and since this virus travels skin to skin without any body fluids involved...well you get the picture.

But I digress...

At the moment my former spouse lives with me. I often see her nude (she's not modest), it's such an exquisite torture. I want her to be mine again, but she does not love me "in that way". She has a boyfriend out of state that she was living with until recently...I guess they both needed some time away from eachother to sort things out. Does this sound like a precursor to a break up, or is that just wishful thinking on my part? In any case I suppose it's a moot point, the HPV finished off any chances I may have had with her years ago. Even so, she keeps coming back to live with me. Nothing romantic happens with us, we are friendly house-mates at best.

I suppose I have rambled on enough for this post. More later

Hydragenias 56F

8/20/2006 3:34 pm

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