That Little Green Monster  

chubbyncchick 40F
81 posts
1/17/2006 7:29 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

That Little Green Monster

How do you handle jealousy?

I've never really been a jealousy person but lately I keep getting these pangs. I don't think it's gas so it must be envy. I'm not really sure what to think of it or to do about it.

The worst thing is that its over really stupid stuff. Like reading something on a forum and then feeling like you've been kicked in the stomach. What the hell is that all about? It makes me want to ask questions that are TOTALLY none of my business. I've never really experienced this before so I don't know what to think of it.

It makes me tempted to leave said forum so I don't have to face it. But then, does that make me a pussy? I just hate feeling that way.. it just feels so damn girlie. And that's NOT who I am. I just haven't been acting like myself lately.

I need to go have some really meaningless sex or something to get my head on straight.

dth2u 34M

1/18/2006 7:25 am

Maybe you repressed some anger or your job is stressing you out. You might need a break or an outlet for your emotions. Just my opinion I am not trying to anger you or disrespect you in any way. I feel the same way sometimes when I haven't had a break from my normal routine of work.

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