Head Scratching  

chubbyncchick 41F
81 posts
2/24/2006 8:56 pm

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4/21/2006 3:21 pm

Head Scratching

No.. that's not a freaky new fetish.. well it might be, but not for me.

This head scratching has been a result of several confusing turn of events in the last couple of weeks.

First came from a weird conversation with FG. It's almost gotten to the point where I feel like everything I say to him is misread and misconstrued. It all started when I made the post on here about my troubles with finding a fuck buddy. Well.. the fact remains, I have had problems finding one. I've never made any claims that stated I was looking for more than that. Anyway, the next day I get a snide comment wishing me luck with finding a fuck buddy. He made it seem like he was upset that I said that.. as if I didn't take our one time together more seriously... (or at least that's what I thought, granted I fully admit to reading too much into everything..)

So... after crossing that bridge, I make a few comments about how if I would go for something more with him if he ever wanted to.. and instantly it's thrown back in my face that, that sounds like I'm "getting attached".

Ok.. so pick a freaking side already. Do you want me slightly attached or as a fuck buddy? Or better yet, do you want me to be somebody totally different? Bad news, I'm me and that's all I can be.

So... fast forward a few days and I head back to that forum we both post at. In a thread about who've we met from that site, I'm totally skipped over. I guess getting together and fucking doesn't count as meeting. *sigh* Oh well, I just can't please everyone and that's becoming more and more obvious.

As for the other confusing thing.... awhile back on this site I struck up a conversation with a fairly cool guy on here. We talk alot, exchange some pictures and talk on the phone. Then when push comes to shove and I think we're actually going to meet, things fall apart and it never happens. We kinda loose touch and for several months I hear nothing from him. Well.. this week he suddenly reappears. He mentions liking a new pic I was using on my IM and we have a fun but short conversation. Is this a renewal of something old? or just a simple hello? I guess only time will tell on that one.

Well.. this is probably one of the longest posts I've made so I'll end it here.

rxgary 53M
5 posts
2/27/2006 11:03 pm

march is free for me , you can check a pic of me at roxx gallery on the about us page

rxgary 53M
5 posts
2/27/2006 11:04 pm

hows that old saying go , try try try again, im free next month

DreamHawk09 46M

3/26/2006 7:47 am

You think too much! Feel more and think less...

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