Why not?  

cherry_scentedx 31F
19 posts
6/7/2005 9:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why not?

I asked my boyfriend earlier if he would think about coming to live up here after he forgot to phone me.

I found asking his extreamly hard probably because i wasnt going to get the answer i wanted. i felt scared then got myself upset because of what his reaction might of been.

Obviously he didn't say yes. He gave stupid excuses like not until i've paid off all my debt and i don't want to rent.

If it ment being close to the person i love the most in the world i know i wouldn't hesitate.

All i want more than anything is to see him everyday. I have been so unhappy for a long time and this would make me so happy. I wouldn't spend alot of time crying, i wouldnt argue half as much and i wouldn't have to worry about trust.

I miss him so much I don't want to have to wait years to be together. It hurts me because i have nothing. hes so far away and its ripping me apart.

I finished college on may 29th then done all my exams. Now i have nothing. i dont have any friends, i dont go out, i have nothing to do, no one to talk to. I feel so isolated and depressed.

I just know that this might not take away certain problems but it would certainly make me happy for some time.

rm_4nik8_4u 61M
2501 posts
6/7/2005 11:58 pm

I hate to say it, and I may be wrong but I don't think so, He doesn't love you enough to make that commitment to you. He's making up excuses why he doesn't want to move, but do you REALLY believe him? You said he doesn't work, how is he going to get out of debt and move to where you are? You really need to think about this.

jdohio366 50M/50F

6/8/2005 1:04 am

Reading your BLOG really leaves me wondering why you are still waiting for the future of this relationship. It does explain your profile a little better though. I certainly hope that you find the happiness that you so deserve. Maybe we should go to a festival together and forget about life for a weekend!! Smile!

cherry_scentedx 31F

6/8/2005 8:03 am

Yeah we've talked about it a million times. But he never does anything about anything.

To add to thing i also just caught him out lying, and now that i have hes running scared and now wont answer his phone. he never wanted to talk about all that stuff last night he just wanted to get rid of me on the phone. I really hate him now for that and not admitting to lying!

jdohio366 50M/50F

6/13/2005 12:23 am

What dont you find someone better. You obviously could. Or, do you like trying to "fix" guys? i know that if you were closer to me that I would treat you better. You would get sick of talking and being with me sweetie!!

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