A PEACE OF MIND I MUST GET THIS OFF MY CHEST!  

chantilly20002 47F
152 posts
4/28/2006 12:37 pm

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A PEACE OF MIND I MUST GET THIS OFF MY CHEST!

Just a little shout out to all my fello/fella bloggers....life as a size 16 is awesome...now fitting into 14's....just depends on the cut of clothing....hard work is paying off for me...work ...work...work....and playin in between...giggle...wink....not so much as i was with my ex- man but.. none the less....every now and then...giggle....making major changes in my life...started my own dj buisness and i love it....going to expand to other avenues soon....looking out for my future....not looking for tha man right now...why should i get with a user or someone along for the ride...already i dont have to worry about men telling me i am pretty and attractive...when they see a woman in a money making posistion and a promising career...they are already seeing more into you then they would if youre just one of the "employees".... when you run youre own buisness....a whole different type of man start to notice you and approach you....its interesting and yes...i am flatterd but right now i just wanna date....nothing serious...because this is my legacy that i am trying to establish and hopefully will support me later on in my old age...social security is not in my future...youres?.....so i am really concentrating on my dj buisness and karaoke buisness and eventually a singing telegram buisness in my home town and where i live now in corpus christi...that will require employees and more taxes to pay...but at my age i am ready to take on the world....youve read me complain about men in my blogs....but...really,...its about me taking care of me...when the right one comes along.....it will be....you cant make someone love you if they dont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i am going back to the basics....friends first.....date second...third.....lovers and fourth marriage!.....i hope i give other women out there some kind of grounding because ive found mine inside of myself....yes you get lonely at times...but fill youre life up with things solid and concrete and the next thing you know you will pass out with exhaustion... companionship and sex and heartache are a thing of the past...then wake up and look around at all you have achieved and the lack of drama in youre life.....i am waiting a long time tooo exhale....peace...love and happiness to you all...p.s. this can also be great advice for a man also.......................huggs....chantilly


rm_gorilla062 49M
232 posts
4/28/2006 1:23 pm

Great for you beautiful! Keep up the making YOU happy stuff.. life is too short for anything else!!


69micah 58M
4 posts
5/7/2006 10:30 pm

glad to know you are bringing the beat back to yourself, but first and foremost love yourself first, and never stop, some people just get ghetto at the wrong time, you know the type [its 14 o'clock], but as long as you know yourself and are true to yourself, [because you don't matter if they don't mind, these are the things that make you blind], life/love are wonderful


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