All things celtic.........a sleepless rambling  

celtic0ne 41F
13 posts
4/11/2005 10:20 pm

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All things celtic.........a sleepless rambling

why am i writing tonight? perhaps i am sitting here just feeling incredably alone for the first time in years. perhaps i just want to reach out and know that someone or something is concrete beneath my caress. i think thats it. After everything that has happened to me in the past year my body and mind are beginning to feel incredably alive. like that sensual part of me is waking from a deep sleep. In case your wondering what happened to that part of me. Cancer. The diagnoses felt like a brush with death. In the beginning it felt like a disfigurement. Nearly a year later I am finally beginning to feel like myself again. My professional life is on the up and up. If only my personal life could recover from this. During radiation and surgery I lost one relationship that meant the world to me. My best friend and girlfriend left me. She got scared. Now I am back and rebuilding my life. What is it that I search for from this site? First and foremost, to meet new people. Perhaps even have a little physical fun. Oh well perhaps some sleep will make it all better.

ExcitedSenses 38M

4/12/2005 4:34 pm

Congratulations on making it through. Don't feel worried. I am sure you just need a little time to get back into your groove.

rm_Guillaume01 60M
40 posts
4/19/2005 6:51 am

Perhaps have a large physical fun? Me too! See you soon?
Take care,

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