What to post???  

cathal93 43M
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8/1/2005 11:35 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What to post???

Yes we've all done it or is it just me with an inferiority complex. You read all the previous groups comments, press the reply button now what do you say.

You start write a few words, but oh no they are not right they don't give the right perspective, impression etc. Delete,Delete, back to a blank reply.

You sit, deliberate how to sound witty, confident ?? This communication is how people will view you, from that they will derive all their conclusions time-waster, idiot ....

Even writing this blog??? What is one supposed to write how I went out on a group orgy thanks to this wonderful web-site, well that fiction would be beyond my limited imagination.

However this put me thinking what is the purpose of this, are we all trying to be someone else. If we are is that the reason it is so hard to write because when we (by the way I know this is me but is it you) write we are trying to be someone we are not. So to become that person we are writing in a very unnatural way for ourselves so as not to betray the true person that is underneath.

Or is this only me? Am I the only fraudster in this place.

Even still what does one write about ones self. Maybe it is cultural modesty or timidness which prevents one from writing about oneself or is it the that one is naturally private (or mysterious ) everything is ones perspective.

So anyway I'm off to read more poetry and the dictionary, so the next time in a group I will not be speechless.

Maybe after I graduate from that i can actually chat in a chat room, stop think baby steps that mountain is too high, yet!!

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