Wanted .... small miracle  

catcherdg9 67M
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11/2/2005 7:30 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Wanted .... small miracle


SOMETIMES I just want to SCREAM red and gold and black black words ... like the sound of tsunami crushing crushing obliterating SCREEEEEEEEMzz ...

My work is in the area of mental health emergency service .......

I just spoke to a man who will never be MORE than the thickness of Charmin away from an episode of complete separation from reality ... he cried a sound that cannot be described by any langauge I'm familiar with ... miserable, just purely phukin' miserable .... like a dying animal, gasping through thick-walled pain for the tiniest breath of air ....

What I WAS able to do for him was find him experienced,compassionate help where he was located ... what I COULDN'T do for him was take his pain away ...I ain't supposed to do that ... but I want to ... I want to ....

I need a small miracle ... someone to listen ...
Sounds easy ...... its a whole great big bunch to ask of someone ..........................

Dog is fed ... cat's in the sink ... I'm outta here for a while ...... peaceandlove .. catcher

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