why?  

catastrophegirl 40F
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4/16/2005 1:06 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

why?


why am i even doing this? i mean, interacting with this site? a need for human contact? boredom? curiousity?
all of the above perhaps.
plague in africa (two or more actually,) upheaval in south america (what's new about that?,) stupid people the world over....
i guess i keep hoping that somewhere, in all of these sites designed to introduce people to each other that i will eventually meet some people with whom i can spend a few moments a day NOT thinking about the potential end of the world. or i can just sit here and pay attention to the cat in my lap and be shallow and heartless. there's nothing like hating yourself for a lapse in world awareness.
it is easier to pay attention to the problems of other when you don't have to think about the future though. i know, you don't know me, you don't care and it's probably TMI for most of you strangers, but i don't have all the time in the world.
that's what happens when your body is disintegrating your brain and there's no treatment for you because of a freak coincidence that involves actually being allergic to parts of your own blood. no, it's not contagious, but it is rather humorous in the grand scheme of things!

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