who's looking? how bored are you?  

catastrophegirl 40F
975 posts
7/2/2005 2:27 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

who's looking? how bored are you?

man, i made a post about being rather antiscoial for a while due to my neurological problems acting up from the heat of summer and within an hour after posting it 68 views are showing up.

it was mostly intended to explain to the friends i actually talk to often on here and why i'm not going to be very chatty or social for a few days (or more)

at least not until i can maintain a mood for more than a few minutes at a time, walk without falling or feel the right side of my body.

who's actually reading this and why do they care? how bored are people on here? i don't actually know 68 people on here... maybe a dozen people i actually talk to on a semi regular basis and one or two i talk to often enough that they don't need to read my blog to know what's going on.

somehow, i guess, since i don't go surfing through strangers' blogs too often, i tend to think others feel the same. i must be wrong.

damn, i always overanalyze things when i'm stuck in my chair. i ought to stick to watching children's tv programs when i'm having my mind melt. keeps me from having to spend too much time having to learn to talk coherently again if i watch elmo teach me how to pronounce the alphabet (no, my typing isn't affected, it's aphasia affected by uhthoff's symptom with my ms)

smileguyqc 53M

7/2/2005 7:03 am

Yup its boredom and feeling a little dysfunctional myself, maybe its a bit of misery loves company. Hope things get better for you.

paintmeblue 62M

7/2/2005 7:09 am

Ha, well it's up to 260 people have read that post now. Your post was stuck at the top of the apparently most recently posted list for hours, so you were the lucky girl to get clicked on.
Love the picture you put up.

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