Pleaseforgiveme  

casper22005 59F
24 posts
9/13/2005 7:44 am

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Pleaseforgiveme


Since I am so new at this I just don't know how to handle being rejected. I have only been with one man except my husband. We had unprotected sex so I a test done, because I don't know him that well. I told him a lie which was not good of me to do because of his reaction. I was scared to tell him that it was because of him that I had the test done. I didn't want to hurt him but instead I hurt myself.

Now I have lost him because of my lie. I had never been in this potition before. I didn't think while we were active that day. I didn't even give it a thought. Then afterwards I got scared and couldn't talk to anyone about it. Now I have to go back in a 1 1/2 weeks. I know now it will be neg. but what do I say and what do I do. I feel dumb and stupid. I didn't want to hurt anyone.

I am so unexpirenced that it is funny. I wished I was more but I am not. I love sex and can't get enough. Will it be my demise instead? I don't know. I am not getting any now, because I ruined what I had.

rm_4nik8_4u 61M
2501 posts
9/13/2005 8:44 am

First of all I sure you now know that you NEVER have unprotected sex unless you know your lover extremely well. If your lover couldn't understand that you got scared, and who wouldn't, and had to get tested then you don't need that kind of man anyway. Find one that is a little more caring and understanding. You can have fun with sex and experience all kinds of variety in it but you need to do it safely. If you do that you won't have to worry about anything except who you're going to do next!


easy_8 56M

1/1/2006 9:06 am

RELAX dear....
Fretting never helps...I KNOW, I'm an expert!!
It appears that there are 500-1 when it comes to men to women ratio on this site. You will find another man...
Good luck and I know you will be careful so I won't even say it!!


trondheim61 53M

1/1/2006 10:46 am

Hi.
Don`t worry, you will meet a good thinking man who cares of you both, and also know how to protect both of you. You are a very good looking woman, and if i was in your state i would have called you
Take care (kiss)


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