one moment in time...  

carmel62764 52F
191 posts
7/17/2006 2:27 pm

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one moment in time...


...it seems like an eternity and yet it can be over before it begins--that moment when two people and two bodies intertwine and become as one. And for just that moment in time, you become a mere speck in the infinite universe that we live in. For some people, the question is often posed to me: "Is sex really that necessary to everyday life?" I say YES!! Take for example Saturday night--I spent a VERY enjoyable evening with just another common joe (see if you can figure out his name--no clues are here either, FUBU) exploring the outward and inward boundaries of our sexuality. We also talked at great length about our upbringings and what social codes and myths still exist within our society. There are still people in this world of ours who are uncomfortable within their own skin--and to express themselves sexually (whether with one person or several persons) is a concept that they just have a lot of difficulties with. Why is that?? I myself have only recently (within the last ten years) been able to fully and completely been able to embrace and be at peace with who I am sexually. At first, I tried to hide from it or attempted to do things to make myself more attractive to the opposite sex--just because I'd had difficulties getting men to notice me (imagine that!). But now I'm of the mindset that "i am who i am sexually, and if people aren't comfortable with that...GET TO STEPPIN'!!" I am at peace (FINALLY) with the fact that I am a 42 year old black female who enjoys the company of white gentlemen, and has had a taste for vanilla ever since I was in grade school! And people both here at AdultFriendFinder and in my non-internet world (black AND white) need to just "grow up" and realize that trying to alter who I am and the choices that I make--sexual and otherwise--will not win them any brownie points with me either way the apple falls...

carmel62764 52F

7/17/2006 9:04 pm

    Quoting GhettoBootyLovr:
    I'm so proud of you FUBU. Keep your head up and never let anyone in the world tell you who to be, how to be or who to love. I love the depth of your soul and spirit and I can't wait to spend some time with you, being "mere specks". Take care love and STAY STRONG.
and that's why you're my baby's daddy...i ca'nt wait until we become specks in the universe. Talk to you soon, FUBU--smooches, sweetie...


rm_fishydude 60M
5 posts
7/18/2006 6:24 am

I like your attitude. I can relate. You enjoy the company of white men, I enjoy the company of black women. You sound like you know what you want so don't let anyone tell you different.


rm_fishydude 60M
5 posts
7/18/2006 6:27 am

I like your attitude. I can relate. You sound like you know what you want so don't let anyone tell you different.


bamaboys1 48M
7 posts
7/18/2006 6:52 pm

i am definitely comfortable with skin and body. I love that your aggressive and vulnerable at the same time!


carmel62764 52F

7/21/2006 2:35 am

    Quoting GhettoBootyLovr:
    Saturday is the day our specks in the universe become the BIG bang. Can't wait to be with you FUBU.
And believe me I can't wait either...me and my FUBU--together (at last--LOand testing the "big bang theory" once and for all!! A splendid time is guaranteed for all, no doubt!! See ya then, sweetie!!Mmmm...getting wet thinking about it! But I'll save it all for my baby's daddy...ya better save yours for me too!


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