just passing thru...  

carmel62764 52F
191 posts
9/6/2006 1:25 am

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9/9/2006 6:27 pm

just passing thru...


strange for me to be awake at 3 AM on a weekday, but my sinuses decided that i needed to get up (I'll be dragging ass later on today). Add to that fact the bf was grinding his teeth in his sleep, and you have the basis for me being awake and writing this entry.

did my normal spying on others...you know, checking out who was reading my blog seeing where their head is at ("...can somebody find their body...?"--an old line from one of my fave 70's TV shows), especially the women who are reading me...in a way it creeps me out, knowing that women are reading my blog because i'm not sure if it's curiosity about what i write, abject boredom, jealousy (sometimes that DOES occur--why? I haven't the slightest idea), or trying to see things in a more bizarre manner.

I checked out a few of my friend's blogs and some of the people who have been visiting mine and came to the conclusion that the things that I blog about are sometimes not as interesting as they may appear but it only offers a small glimpse into what can only be construed as a VERY complicated life. I tend to mostly tell about being horny and my life, liberty and the pursuit of good sex and a perfect sex beast. The things that I write about will NEVER become a best selling novel or a screenplay for the next blockbuster film...besides, if my actual life ended up on film no one would believe most of the actual situations I find myself in anyway and I'd be accused of staging my life in a "reality show" format!!

OUCH!! My jaw has been bothering me for the past couple of days--every time I try to eat something and I open my mouth, it feels like it's trying to lock in place!! not the best feeling in the world...

I did notice that some of the women that had checked out my blog did not leave a comment--maybe that's a good thing since i didn't leave a comment on theirs either...the extent of my time on here is based on the search for a man that is NOT always about sex and while women reading what i write is an OK thing, i hope it does NOT lead to hate mail and the like...i am here to "make love not war" (lol)and hopefully a few friends along the lines and spaces. I can't trust anyone I work with any farther than I can pick up the building and throw it...gives you an indication of the level of trustworthiness there, huh?

I'm told that I express my thoughts and feelings rather well...and that I should write a book. I've been trying to write a book ever since I was in the 6th grade, and still have yet to get past the 1st 4 chapters!! the imagination is DEFINTELY there--the patience and determination tends to waver somewhat!!

Boy, this was a thought provoking entry--just goes to show what can happen at 3 AM when your sinuses go haywire and you have to listen to grinding teeth!!

and the saga of the carmel one continues...

UlnasBrocaFelts 56M
16 posts
9/6/2006 8:41 pm

When we get to that stage of contentment and look back will we need our lives written about or will our memories provide the most rewards?

Would the written accounts of our lives be fiction or non-fiction? To me I figure at the time most things would be considered non-fiction - however over time I tend to think of past events as factious. Like a lot of the foolish I did as a teenager - who would believe it?

The alarmer is trusting the folks you work with - that can be a problem - do you trust over drivers? After all they do most stay on their side of the road. Don't your co-workers drive? Must be a degree of trust in there someplace.


carmel62764 52F

9/7/2006 1:58 am

huh? not sure what you mean...


UlnasBrocaFelts 56M
16 posts
9/7/2006 5:55 am

It is all how we look at things - the proverbial glass half FULL or empty? Step back and take another look at things - ask yourself if this is how you want to see things.


carmel62764 52F

9/9/2006 5:32 am

ok well since you want to do the glass analogy, i view it as a broken and leaking...so half full or half empty hardly matters at the moment--need a new glass and there's none in the cabinet!!

7:30 saturday morning and i'm lonely and horny...and you want to discuss drinking receptacles...cool!!

this is my world--and welcome to it...


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