Ties that bind..  

carebearluv2 42F
1267 posts
12/28/2005 5:37 pm

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Ties that bind..

Sometimes I feel shrouded in a sea of darkness, creating an invisible shield around me. Escaping from the pains in my past, I have built up
an enormous wall. The wall does not allow me to venture beyond its boundaries. It consumes me, pushing me down into the darkness, drowning
me. I cannot break free as the shackles that bind me cannot be broken, until the sweet, euphoric release is obtained.

I am lost,drifting towards a bleak horizon that is my future, a horizon of uncertainty and deeper solitude. Isolation, promoted by fear deep within my soul, protects me from the harsh, sinister misdeeds of my captors. I built this wall to hide from them, demons of a life period I cannot escape.

I have an invisible scar, cutting down deep into my soul. I try to release myself and move towards the light but I fall back farther. I call for help but no one hears me to release me from my cage of despair. It is my destiny to remain here, a lost soul in a stark oblivion of pain and sadness. A jagged tear races towards the floor spilling from my eyes before I can catch it. The captors enjoy my suffering, they placed me here to live and fulfill a prophecy they have etched. I am too submissive to fight it.

As the darkness envelopes me further, I become completely transparent to the outside world. The chains that bind me increase in substance and I
slip further. Falling towards the horizon, my soul longs to feels the warmth of your light. I long for you to come break the chains with your sweet, euphoric release. Please hurry. My prophecy is my destiny and my destiny is within your soul.

digdug41 49M

12/28/2005 6:23 pm

WOW thats deep!

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
12/28/2005 6:43 pm

May your prayer be answered quickly. In the meantime, maintain hope...

norprin5 55M

12/28/2005 8:22 pm

*hugs carebear* it's like a message in a bottle

King Nor XVIII

carebearluv2 42F

12/29/2005 4:15 am

Thank you all for your comments on my writing and for your support. It means more than you know.

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