My first great kiss (for Dash)..  

carebearluv2 41F
1267 posts
2/16/2006 7:25 pm

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My first great kiss (for Dash)..

In my post, Go ahead and ask..., dasher121 asked me about my first great kiss. How it made me feel, what made it so memorable and my reaction to it.

I started kissing boys in Kindergarten. In fact, the first kiss I ever had was from a boy named Joseph. Getting up his nerve, he ran from his side of the rug, laid one on me and ran back. It was love for the rest of the year. At least, as much love as a 5 year old can muster!

I've had a lot of great kisses since then, but the most memorable one was from a man I met online about 10 years ago in a chat room. We took our time getting to know each other and finally decided he would come to my house and we would meet.

When he came through the door, I literally lost a bit of my breath. I felt an instant chemistry and knew the connection was stronger than we ever thought possible. As he took my hand, I literally shivered at his touch. It was intense and frankly, it scared the crap out of me. It was at that moment that I knew some souls are meant to be together. At least, in a physical sense.

I am rarely one to make the first move. I have a blantant fear of rejection and often times, I would rather go without than risk it. But this man was different and I wanted to taste his lips, feel his tongue entwined with mine and the heat of his breath. I wanted to make his pulse race and I wanted him to be mine, more than I ever wanted anyone.

As our lips touched and his tongue slipped in my mouth, my yearning was sated. He held me there, as if casting a spell, as he devoured my mouth. He tasted sweet and his lips are soft and full. Feelings of pleasure raced through me, like electric bolts of shock. Every sense I have was seized in that moment. Nothing up until this point had ever made me want to completely abandon my body and crawl into someone else's.
When we broke apart, I was truly saddened.

Looking back, I don't necessarily think it was the kiss as much as it was the chemistry; but it taught me the power of attraction. It taught me the pure charge of erotic pleasure. It taught me how greedy I can truly be in my longing.

No one has ever made me shiver since. Not to say I haven't had good kisses, just no one like him. We are still friends and talk about this kiss from time to time. Maybe one day if the distance can close, we will be together. Until then, I will keep searching for the magnetic power of chemistry, the amazing kiss and the man that completes my physical being.


tillerbabe 55F

2/17/2006 2:54 am

"I am rarely one to make the first move. I have a blantant fear of rejection and often times, I would rather go without than risk it." YOu and I are so much alike! I'm so glad you had this experience...the long kiss when chemistry enraptures your soul! Beautiful! {=}


fantasylover_05 62M

2/18/2006 4:53 pm

WOW!!

Such passion!!

I do so hope you find another one or can get back together with him... passion like that is soooo incredible!!

Thank you for sharing


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
2/19/2006 1:05 am

Yes Care... it is awesome. I have experienced this as well...also, twice in my life I have had this same feeling just from the mere touch of his hand....my late boyfriend...was the last one to make me feel that way...I remember it like it was yesterday....he took my hand in his..and the very second he did...a feeling came over me that to this day I cannot describe...other than to say it was overwhelming.

It's a long story....but he and I were neighbors and we had started to see each other...then things got complicated, and we stopped dating.

After about 6 weeks or so...on a saturday afternoon, I had fallen asleep and when I woke up I noticed that someone had left a half of a watermelon on a lawn chair outside my sliding patio door.

I didn't remember hearing anyone knock at the door...and there was no note telling me who left it...and frankly, I was a wee bit concerned because I had no clue where it came from or by who.

Anyway... I brought it into the house and stuck in the refridgerator.

A little later I was leaving to go to a friends house to BBQ for dinner....and as I got into my truck to leave... I happened to notice Jerry walking up along side my truck on the drivers side... (it was a good thing I happened to look in the side mirror...otherwise I might've run him over... yikes.) anyway.... I opened up the door and slid sideways on the seat to face him and I was surprised because we hadn't seen or talked to each other for weeks.

He asked me if I got the watermelon...and I said "oh..that was from you.. I didn't know where it came from..yes, thanks". So, we chit chatted for a second....and just as he was about to walk away...he took my hand and held it for a second.

Like I mentioned above...something incredible shot thru me and it went straight to my heart. I didn't say a word...I didn't know what to say. So, he left to go to his apartment and I took off to leave...but I only got part of the way down the road and I had to pull off to the side.. I was crying so hard....I was so overcome and so overwhelmed at this touch and I was very confused...because I didn't know and wasn't sure what this would mean about me and him...whether we would start seeing each other again or what.

However, I made a determination as I sat there that what ever it turns out to be.. it'll be all up to him.

Which about a week later....we did get back together and were together until he died. 10 years ago.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


dasher125 36M

2/20/2006 8:11 pm

Very cool post, thanks for answering the question.

I think that we all have those monumentous moments where we see that kind of power and feel its electricity.

And the dude is FINALLY back! I said screw it and started a new profile and blog. So here it is. thanks for the support care,

The Dude


carebearluv2 41F

2/21/2006 8:15 pm

    Quoting tillerbabe:
    "I am rarely one to make the first move. I have a blantant fear of rejection and often times, I would rather go without than risk it." YOu and I are so much alike! I'm so glad you had this experience...the long kiss when chemistry enraptures your soul! Beautiful! {=}
To my kindred spirit sister Till...anyone that rejected you would be foolish! Thanks for always being there for me!


carebearluv2 41F

2/21/2006 8:15 pm

    Quoting fantasylover_05:
    WOW!!

    Such passion!!

    I do so hope you find another one or can get back together with him... passion like that is soooo incredible!!

    Thank you for sharing
Thanks fantasy..I hope I can find someone like him as well.


carebearluv2 41F

2/21/2006 8:17 pm

    Quoting slidein2meplz:
    Yes Care... it is awesome. I have experienced this as well...also, twice in my life I have had this same feeling just from the mere touch of his hand....my late boyfriend...was the last one to make me feel that way...I remember it like it was yesterday....he took my hand in his..and the very second he did...a feeling came over me that to this day I cannot describe...other than to say it was overwhelming.

    It's a long story....but he and I were neighbors and we had started to see each other...then things got complicated, and we stopped dating.

    After about 6 weeks or so...on a saturday afternoon, I had fallen asleep and when I woke up I noticed that someone had left a half of a watermelon on a lawn chair outside my sliding patio door.

    I didn't remember hearing anyone knock at the door...and there was no note telling me who left it...and frankly, I was a wee bit concerned because I had no clue where it came from or by who.

    Anyway... I brought it into the house and stuck in the refridgerator.

    A little later I was leaving to go to a friends house to BBQ for dinner....and as I got into my truck to leave... I happened to notice Jerry walking up along side my truck on the drivers side... (it was a good thing I happened to look in the side mirror...otherwise I might've run him over... yikes.) anyway.... I opened up the door and slid sideways on the seat to face him and I was surprised because we hadn't seen or talked to each other for weeks.

    He asked me if I got the watermelon...and I said "oh..that was from you.. I didn't know where it came from..yes, thanks". So, we chit chatted for a second....and just as he was about to walk away...he took my hand and held it for a second.

    Like I mentioned above...something incredible shot thru me and it went straight to my heart. I didn't say a word...I didn't know what to say. So, he left to go to his apartment and I took off to leave...but I only got part of the way down the road and I had to pull off to the side.. I was crying so hard....I was so overcome and so overwhelmed at this touch and I was very confused...because I didn't know and wasn't sure what this would mean about me and him...whether we would start seeing each other again or what.

    However, I made a determination as I sat there that what ever it turns out to be.. it'll be all up to him.

    Which about a week later....we did get back together and were together until he died. 10 years ago.
Slide..thank you for sharing such a personal and wonderful story. It's the little things that make all the difference in the world. Even though he is gone, I am glad you experienced it. I hope everyone gets to feel what we have felt, it seems to make everything else worth it.


carebearluv2 41F

2/21/2006 8:20 pm

    Quoting dasher125:
    Very cool post, thanks for answering the question.

    I think that we all have those monumentous moments where we see that kind of power and feel its electricity.

    And the dude is FINALLY back! I said screw it and started a new profile and blog. So here it is. thanks for the support care,

    The Dude
Seems you are feeling that right now huh Dude?

I am so happy you are back. I've been to visit. No need for thanks, the support comes along with the friendship!


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