carebearluv2 41F
1267 posts
3/6/2006 7:10 pm

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3/10/2006 10:27 pm


Thank you for your well wishes! I am glad to say everyone is doing better and things are up and running again...except maybe my mind.

While it was true that my son and I have been sick, I have also found myself lacking the desire to blog lately. Whether this is due to my mental state right now or just fatigue, I have yet to figure out. I am in a downward spiral and it seems to be quickening with every turn.

As I was thinking about my blog today, I started to remember the reason I started blogging in the first place, to work through my issues and expand my writing. I have to stop hiding, start talking through my past and letting people in. I have to get into the driver's seat. I have to take the wheel and steer my life in a clear direction emotionally.

In the coming weeks, I plan to start cleaning my soul and driving my heart to a much safer place.

Welcome to my journey....

norprin5 55M

3/6/2006 7:35 pm

*HUGS* i've missed you, cbluv

King Nor XVIII

honestandreal30 41F

3/6/2006 9:07 pm

glad you are back....congrats on your new journey...may i travel with you?? we both can work together....carebear...visit my blog..you may find my latest blogs of some interest....i will be here for you in anyway i can ...you will be in my thoughts and prayers....


curious082385 31F
4925 posts
3/10/2006 4:06 am

How strange! You and I seem to keep doing this...the posts that seem to match each others thoughts. I've been having trouble finding the motivation to blog too...take the time that you need for yourself...we'll wait. Blog because you want to, not because you think you have to.
Cleaning of the soul is good...we're all in here in support should you need us.

carebearluv2 41F

3/10/2006 10:27 pm

Thanks Norprin...I've missed you all too!

Thank you Honest. This is a journey I must make on my own but I hope to find my friends, such as yourself, at the end of it.

Curious, I think you are my blog twin sister...you are right, we seem to have very similar things happen to us at the same time in our entries. Blogging is tough to keep up with but I wouldn't trade it for the world, I adore you all. I'm posting as I am able right now with the emotions I am tackling. So blog twin sister, do we both still have crushes on Dash?

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