| 24 hours?! |
Aug 8, 2007 3:33 pm
Mood: willing to try, 506 Views | A friend asked me what I would do with him if he could keep a hard on for 24 hours. My response, "Tie you to a chair so I could get some sleep!"
What would you do? | |
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| How long?! |
Aug 7, 2007 4:54 pm
Mood: ready, do it again!, 481 Views | | Monday....International Day of Sex, has hit an all time HIGH! 5 hours of just the most mind boggling sex ever topped off with two more romps later. Can't say walking was easy but DAMN! it was worth it. To say it was Satisfying, is an understatement. | |
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| 5 Months and 100 more thoughts |
Aug 6, 2007 5:31 am
502 Views | It's Monday! International Day of Sex! Appropriate that this post should fall on this day.
This marks my 200th post here. It doesn't seem as big as 100. It didn't take me as long to get through this last 100 as it did the first 100. So I am going to throw out some thoughts here;
First I feel sexier today than I did in March, could be the 20 lbs I have lost, could be the sex. Not sure.
I am working on me right now in a big way. I have realized, American women are given some really fucked up ideas on how we are supposed to behave sexually.
I am trying to teach my husband swingers etiquette. Do not go fuck someone then come home to fuck me and tell the other you have wood because of her! Bad, bad!
You make them both feel special. I think he will learn....in time. As punishment for this indiscretion, he can fuck me all he wants but can not cum. Until I say he can.
So the Domme lessons are going well. LOL Think I am ready to give the public dungeon a try.
I think thats it for today.
Thanks for watching. I enjoy blogging for myself as much as I do for my readers. Lately it has not been its usual witty stuff, I will work through and get back to normal. | |
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| Interesting perspective |
Aug 5, 2007 8:32 pm
Mood: introspective, 462 Views | I have really been looking at why I am here, what it has done to and in my life and what it could do or hurt. It is interesting to get a perspective from another point of view. I can't say I am 100% in agreement, I can't say I am not. I just find it interesting and wanted to hear what the rest have to say.
Here is an IM I had with a friend tonight.
W: humans are not wired for "the lifestyle"
W: sooner or later that will break them up
W: it isnt really what we want or need
G L: go on
W: it isnt working for you
W: he has everything now
W: but it is killing you
W: you need to think about this
W: and i think you will agree
W: swinging is looking for something
W: you are not satisfied with who you are with
W: so you look
W: maybe with the spouses permission
W: but think about it
W: what does that say?
W: isnt what we all want...someone that loves us
W: charrishes us
W: wants us and us only?
W: really?
G L: I do have to agree with you
G L: if he gave me permission, he must be unhappy too
W: yes
W: he is
W: look....
W: lets say......
W: you and I were married
W: and madly in love with each other
W: would you want me sleeping with other women?
G L: no
G L: not if we were satisfied
W: i sure as hell wouldnt want you thinking about other guys let alone sleeping with them
G L: good point
W: you just cant play with the devil without getting burned
G L: ouch
W: no ouch
W: it isnt like that
W: i am just saying that if you want to do that there is a price
G L: yes there is
W: and i have never really thought you were wanting to pay it
G L:and now that pandoras box has opened...
W: you really need to think about that
W: why were you looking?
G L: because I was feeling unloved and ugly
W: i understand that
There was more but this covers the jist of it.
Open for discussion now.... | |
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| Debbie Does Augusta |
Aug 5, 2007 6:38 pm
Mood: invisible, 462 Views | When my husband and I first started dating, he introduced me to my future in-laws. My Mother-In-Law to be, incorrectly started calling me Bonnie (not my name). After at least 10 times of correcting her, I started calling her Jody (not her name). It took two years for her to finally ask me why I called by the wrong name. I explained she had been calling me the wrong name for years. We laugh about it now, ten years later.
Tonight we were at a party and I was incorrectly introduce again. I had to laugh. Every time I am incorrectly introduced, they say my name is Debbie (not my name and not even close). I said to my husband, "Debbie does Augusta, again!" I had the biggest boobs at the party. I had the biggest brain or at least willing to use it. The women wouldn't talk to me and the men were afraid to. The wives do not cotton to sexy women that speak out of turn. So I had a boring afternoon wishing I was doing anything else. | |
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| I'm not afraid of needles, right? |
Aug 5, 2007 8:47 am
Mood: not enough coffee yet, 445 Views | I have always been the type of person that punches through an issue. I am inherently shy so I public speak and sing in public to push past it. Crowds make me nervous so I walk through them. If I don't understand something, I seek someone who does.
I try to tackle my personal issues head on. Most people are like that aren't they? | |
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| Passive/Aggressive |
Aug 5, 2007 8:30 am
432 Views | | Which is worse? To care so much it makes you crazy or not give a damn? I am a little surprised by my ability to be both. I guess it depends on the issue at hand. | |
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| "I'm not bad. I'm just drawn that way!" |
Aug 4, 2007 5:55 am
Mood: Hopping along, 468 Views | This morning as I am rolling out of bed to start the longest day of my life, my husband grabs for me and tried to pull me back into bed for sex. Not that we have not had sex 5 times in the last 24 hours or that we are both totally exhausted and I have to work from 9 AM- 11 PM tonight because of a big event happening in our Downtown. He says to me, "I can't help that I should have been born a bunny."
*Shakes head* That is just too damn funny at 5 am. | |
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| I Scream, you scream.... |
Aug 2, 2007 8:06 pm
Mood: hungry, 466 Views | Why am I craving Vanilla Ice Cream? Not just any vanilla, no, a creamy, rich, hard ice cream. The kind that is a dark yellow, like French vanilla. I can not find the one that does it for me but I really crave it. I need to taste real vanilla ice cream. I will not be satisfied until I do.
There is a strange bit of irony here. I am the least vanilla person most people know, yet vanilla is my favorite ice cream. | |
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| Don't move, I'm cumming! |
Aug 1, 2007 1:37 pm
Mood: post-orgasm, 491 Views |
Have you ever had an orgasm while making love but not moving? Let me explain....I am on top slowly rising until just the tip is inside me, then I slowly slide down the length of his cock. I am tingling everywhere, occasionally grinding so he is completely inside me. I feel the tremor building and hold completely still thinking this will hold off the orgasm. Instead, I have wave after wave of pleasure wash over me. Still not moving, he is trying not to move either, just amazed that orgasm is happening without movement. I just keep cumming. I would have to say it was one of the best I have ever had. Maybe I need to practice so its that good almost every time....Any volunteers? | |
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| In the interest of Change, Can anyone break a habit? |
Jul 30, 2007 4:29 pm
Mood: Green eyed, red headed too!, 480 Views | So this weekend was a personal Hell of my own making. Don't be shocked, I have faults! Big ugly ones. I do not share my husband well. I get extremely jealous. Total double standard and something I am trying really hard to get under control. But the ugly green monster reared its ugly head this weekend and the fight was on. He said things, I said things. We were as hurtful as we could be. I blogged the whole sordid story but he hid it. I understand, it was a lot of personal stuff I put out here. As we all know though, this is my sacred space. My mind empties here. After a weekend of crap we got to a place where we were willing to listen to each other. All is not fine, but its a start. I am in no way ready to quit my marriage. He isn't either. I will work on my crap, he will ....hhhmmm I am sure there was a compromise made somewhere. No matter. I really need to work on me. His lady friend even told me what an idiot I was being.
Now all that being said, what changes are you working on? | |
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| Lovers cum and Lovers go |
Jul 25, 2007 4:38 pm
Mood: contemplative, 588 Views | I was thinking today about how this game is played on these sites. Some are looking for just a bump (or bang) in the road. Others are looking for a parallel relationship. Some form long lasting friendships, others are a quick fuck, (what was your name again?) I have made some good friends on this site. Some have transcended into my real life. I have had a few lovers in the 18 months I have been here. For the most part, they have been wonderful while they lasted. I think I am at the point now, where I would like to find someone of like mind long term. My husband is out on the playground testing his appetite. Its time, he needs to. He has been understanding in my exploration. I am trying to be in his.
(Side note, Men do not think about long term consequences the way women do. I have asked that he not play with anyone in our town. As a local business owner, I am likely to know or run into whomever he is having sex with. Our kids too. I would rather that courtesy be upheld.)
So he is playing and I am settling in for a possible friend with benefits kind of thing.
Do you have a preference? What is it your looking for from this site? | |
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