Aug 1, 2008 11:10 am Mood: Kicking sand in the wind, 571 Views
I have always said, "The healthier you are in mind and spirit, the more you attract unhealthy people." Unhealthy people see what you have and hope it rubs off by osmosis or something. Over the years I have tried to generally improve and be a healthy person. Mind, body and spirit. So, as it stands to reason, unhealthy people flock to me. I have managed to either help them by pointing them in the right directions or running like hell the other way! LOL Here is my query today. Actually last night. I was having a conversation with someone who is attracted to me because I am open. This person lives in another state but is trying desperately to persuade me to meet him. I am only talking with this person because they offered insight to a personal issue I can't wrap my head around just yet. During our few chats, I have been as I always am, open. I am honest to a fault. I don't judge. And if I am not sleeping with you, well, its not my problem. Because of my attitude and my blatant sexuality, this person is totally turned on. My problem, I am not interested. At All! I tried to gently explain, I value his help. I enjoy the conversations. (Which I only allowed to start because I felt the distance was safe) He is smitten. This happens to me a lot. Men and even some women find themselves attracted to me. In the past I have given into a few sexual explorations, only to find I was just a novelty needed to be tried. Like Baskin Robbins flavor of the month. Once they tasted a few times, they are bored and move on. Why because they are not happy with themselves, therefore they are ADHD with the people in their lives. Keep the people moving through their lives so no one stops long enough to take a really good look and see the truth. In general, I do not give in to their persuasions. I am not tempted now, either. I am pissed. I am sick and tired of being an object of curiosity for unhealthy people. Oh, just went "Bitch Blog" Sorry I a turned into a Psychologist on you. I have just been examining this phenomenon lately and wondering why these people think I am obligated to play in their fucked up sand box?!
