candy69sosweet 61F
10901 posts
9/18/2005 10:14 pm

Why is it that you never seem to want to hold me?

Why do you never say, "I love you" until after I do?

Why do you close me out?

Why don't you ask what I want?

Why don't you ask what I need?

Why do you stay?

Why do I stay?

Why am I so confused?

Why am I so sad?

Why do I just want to go to bed and never get up?

Why does my heart feel so heavy, like it's breaking?

Why can't I just be happy?

~Friendship is a gift given from the heart and treasured forever~

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
9/28/2005 2:46 am

Sorry sweetie. I'm like good to talk shit, if it weren't for the fact that i've been up for three days and am having a total manic moment
I would be crying in my wine right now. I have been an emotional nightmare recently over a breakup. As far as help? I can't bottle my mania for you but allot of places bottle wine. It may not work by itself' you may need a cute delivery boy to bring it to you. Go for it, things will be ok.

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
9/28/2005 2:35 am

Why ask Why? sounds like sombody is in deep depression, Can we say ZANAX?

dano6332 56M

9/23/2005 9:00 pm

Candy, It sounds a lot like my marriage for the last 5+ years. Do you realy need answers to your questions or are you just emotionally crying with your poignant words?
The simple answer to most of these is fear. Fear of being alone, unloved, letting go and the unknown. Sorry you know all this already but it touched a chord inside me.

rm_papy_ 51F
169 posts
9/21/2005 2:45 pm

i know all those feelings so well,hugs hon

interested13563 53M
2557 posts
9/20/2005 9:40 am

I wish I could answer why some people are the way they are.
Cheer up! There will be good things in life.

keithcancook 60M
17859 posts
9/20/2005 5:19 am

Aww, cheer up. Time for a walk down at the beach to clear your mind of these negative thoughts...

rm_mtnravyn 60M
890 posts
9/19/2005 7:54 am

A Lakota Medicine Man said "I am the spirit's janitor. All I do is wipe the windows a little bit so you can see out for yourself." candy All these are valid questoins. But they are the guides to yourself. Blonde said it "Find you" On here we can maybe clcean a few windows with feedback, but your path is uniquely yours. Your post "Struggling" and this one tell me your vision is clearing about your life, so someone(s) is actingas a janitor, it would seem.


9/19/2005 7:22 am

One breath one day at a time, remember find "you" first then go from there.

Love ya

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