Tired again post  

busty_me 40F
194 posts
6/1/2005 2:02 pm

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Tired again post

So I started work at 530 am and had about 4 hours sleep. I am now typing with my right eye closed so that means my right brain is reading this with my open left eye. Lets try reversing and closing my left eye and let that right eye do some work. Here goes.

Well it feels different.. Its not like I can't see using my right eye but its controlled by my left brain so its just weaker cause I am a very logical person. I'm like sherlock holmes' sexy sister. I should be a detective because that's what I like doing at work. So the point is I don't use my artsy mind for much except to sleep and I have the most vibrant dreams.

Literally I see people and doors and anything within an hour after I have fallen asleep. Sometimes I am aware, sometimes not so aware. But I truly think that I shut down my left brain during the day It takes over within a very short period of time of falling asleep.

I have moved furniture, turned on lights to find someone who has fallen under the bed, had a group of men watching over me as I slept in Oxford and yhought that my bf of the time had slipped into bed with me. This was during the day! This is just what I can remember at the moment. When I am falling asleep I remember dreams that I don't ever remember during the day. I want to become an opium fiend and have some beautiful dreams. Just too chicken to become addicted and never leave my den. I had watched a show on Shanghai not too long ago and a woman whose mother had been an author and lived there during the 1920's said that she would fall asleep and have the most beautiful dreams. What is really wrong with dreaming your life away. Some of the people out there are doing that on the internet right now. So internet bill or an opium bill...

Just closed both my eyes and imagined a beautiful man coming into my big feather bed and kissing me so fully it felt like he was taking my life force from me, then falling through an iridescent sky, but no feelings of fear. Just a drop of water falling to the earth.


purejoy4fem 46F/44F
682 posts
6/3/2005 12:15 pm

You should use that wonderful left brain for something useful, role-play anyone?

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