Full Force Into AFF  

busty_me 40F
194 posts
5/28/2005 6:52 pm

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Full Force Into AFF

I can admit that I have been on and off this site for years. Why am I on again? I want to find the man/woman/human lifeform to complete me sexually.

I just ended an affair that started 10 years ago and the thing that sucks is that he was with the same woman living like bert and ernie.

Everything in my life is like a boomerang, but not the good boomerang. The boomerang that smacks you in the ass and you start the merry go round ride all over again. There are so many analogies I could use to say that my life is like a doughnut. Round, sweet, nothing in the centre. Next circle, a Ferris Wheel, who was Ferris? Was I him in a past life? ENOUGH of that for the minute.

I feel that a piece of me is missing and there is a piece of the puzzle that is lost under the couch. Then it will get sucked up by the vacuum cleaner called "sucks to be you". The vacuum cleaner has been sucking up little pieces for years. Maybe I shouldn't leave bits of myself laying on the floor.

Ok.. way off track there. I can admit that I'm tired and my thoughts do get way off track. I was looking at alt considering giving myself to some Dom couple 24/7 so I don't have to think anymore. I wonder if it works for real. If there's anyone out there with experience in that lemme know. I should actually post this on that site but that should get done a year from now. But if you are the submissive slave girl are you allowed on the internet? hmmm.... See the lil things make a difference.
Should a woman listen to her crotch like a man listens to his penis? If yes I should be calling someone master damned soon. Its the fear of the unknown. I would definitely have to ask for references..lmao... "So what kind of master was he? Gave good perks?"

Well come to think of it I have slaved away at a job for 10 years why couldn't I slave for a sexy couple. Maybe I'm talking myself into doing this. I know that I've wanted to fuck many men at work and I do whatever the fuck they tell me to do except to fuck them. I'll sleep on it. I have to work at 3 in the morning, if that's not slaving I don't know what is. I am in the here and now and have always been. My life has no schedule to it, it is all random. Just like this blog. I should be back after I sleep and think about it during my 8 hour work/slave shift.

enjoyment is in the mind of the beholder.

8inchdick 51M
1 post
5/28/2005 7:57 pm

I Would Love To Fuck Your Big Beautiful Tits And Give You A Bunch Of Orgasms. I Stay Hard For Over An Hour At A Time So You Will Really Enjoy My 8inchdick Inside Your Pussy!!!!!

rm_HigeEnd 43M

5/29/2005 2:13 am

Hi Busty,
U sound like you need to explode, it seems like you are full of anger.
The best thing for you to do now is to find someone you can take it out on, find someone you hate and find a reason to go ballistic take it all out and go have sex with whoever you feel like, it will be the best sex ever, if you want to slave for that couple, go for it don’t think too much you are killing yourself.

Well hope I could be there to cheer you up or call it boost you up if you want but we are pretty far.
Good luck

mygmyg 59M

5/29/2005 5:00 am

Busty, interesting start.

Your mind is your own...never give up control of your mind or yourself...share , yes!! PLEASE SHARE...

Look forward to more.....

InfraPlumsScore 60M
18 posts
5/29/2005 8:41 am

I like you fuck me. try me and enjoying me.

1RatedR 47

5/29/2005 4:39 pm

Wow, very profound. Do you find writing out random expressive thoughts compiling on each other to be a great outlet? I love the way you think and express those thoughts.

And yes, being at a point where you are tired sometimes allows your true thought processes to surface unencumbered by any point of inhibitions.

Personally, I think it is a great way to "see" what is really going on inside our heads. Almost truth serum-like.

It's also good to see you have a sense of humour mixed in with the deeper thoughts. Hope to see more from you.

need_4more2 44M

6/1/2005 5:05 pm

Definitely Deep - can't wait to hear more about your right and left brains duking it out to see who controls whom. Betting on the left, would like to hear more of that side tell us what it is you see in your dreams...they sound very interesting indeed...


AskewGreedYokes 40M
3 posts
6/29/2005 2:04 pm

you are hot. showing real though and what everyone questions. you could have sex like a man or is there more that you want. i am at the end of a relationship. it is not going anywhere sex is great but am missing something. like you searching for that something

tworisky4u7691 49M/42F
1 post
7/15/2005 9:33 pm

"each encounter has its own rewards, but I need something more" Sound familiar? My hubby let me explore another woman a couple years back. The 3somes we experience now....WOW. life is great! It fills the curiosity I thought I'd never fulfill. Let us know if you want to chat or something hehehe

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