Parting clouds  

bulging_boy 49M
4912 posts
5/11/2006 1:43 am

Last Read:
6/17/2006 6:41 am

Parting clouds

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine

You make me happy
When Bard turns gay

You'll never know dear
How much I love you

Please don't take
my sunshine

Folks, I really am a lucky fucker. No matter what shit I may throw upon myself either literally or metaphorically, I have an amazing woman who remains ever present beside me.

What on earth I did to deserve her I don't know, part of me doesn't want to know, and another part does.

Still, whatever the reason... it does take a lot of adjustment for me to get used to having her in my life.

Not because I've become accustomed to living a bachelors life - because I really haven't.

I'm not so much a bachelor as I'm an absent minded professor kind of guy. I walk around in a bit of a thought filled daze.

Pondering one thing or another, so it's nice to have this supremely positive anchor to keep me focused.

That's the other thing that takes some getting used to.

'Supremely Positive'

Because she is.

The song lyrics, you are the wind beneath my wings couldn't describe her more accurately. Not so much me - as I haven't got wings and I would be a fucking really weird bird creature if I had wings, but I'm sure you get the gist of what the words are supposed to mean.

With her beside me, I have my very own personal support team. Not that I felt I wanted or even needed one.

The reality is that she is more than I ever wanted, more than I ever dreamed, and I'm really really lucky that despite the odds we managed to find each other.

Let go?

Fucks sake babe. AS IF!

MisterPriapus 56M
6980 posts
5/11/2006 3:09 am

A good job describing the indescribable, ya lucky sod... Good on ya for keepin' the faith, and the door open.

Now, you wanna see if you can't do something about the rainy system that's seemingly permanently parked itself over the region of My World I live in..?



Been a while since they last let me out into polite society. Resurfacing, catching a breath, & catching up.

And while I got my Broad-Brimmed Pimping Hat on, could I cajole all of y'all to Comment on, Alone In A Cloud? It's probably the best thing that I've written!



bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 3:56 am

Yeah...why not Mr P,

I kinda feel like my brolly is big enough for you to use. I'll just leave it at your door and ring the bell.

Unless you plan on putting some pants on... don't expect me to still be there when you answer it.

Seriously_Real 48M

5/11/2006 5:09 am

Happy for you, Bulge. You both deserve it.

And like draws like when it comes to souls. She is perfect for you because you are the same caring and supportive person. I have never forgotten and will never forget your support and kind words to a miserable fucker a world away who was crushed as low as the earth back in January. You kept me sane, smiling and believing. You and Li'l have as much to do with me keeping the faith in love as anyone.

So yes, you are a lucky fucker. And so is she. It is good that you both know it.


Peche85 31F

5/11/2006 5:18 am

Both of you are so lucky!

Peche85 31F

5/11/2006 5:19 am

You're really good and getting annoying songs stuck in my head just before I go to sleep too lol. Thanks!

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 6:23 am


In everyones life there will come a time when we need the support of our friends to help us through some pretty dark times. I'm glad to have been there for you, and I think that we all have reaped the rewards from seeing you able to stand tall again.

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 6:27 am


You like the song?

That's made my night. I might have to go to sleep now. I swear I can hear your voice in my head.

Or what I'd imagine your voice to be.

Or is that Bard?

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 6:43 am

Thanks Peche,

Sickening huh?

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
5/11/2006 6:52 am

Ya know, when reading the part about the wind beneath my wings, I get this image of a kiwi with these little feathered stubs in my head, along with the thought "everyone knows kiwis can't fly."

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

fantasia_shares 47M/43F
4164 posts
5/11/2006 9:49 am

lmao @ DaphneR

u sound like u found ur happy mood, anyway. What u do? Flush it yesterday with ur camlog?

sry...couldn't resist that one

Glad u two are keepin each other above the clouds n all that.

You might want to know who to watch out for around here: Are YOU a Dirty Bad Man or Woman? !

Please tell me the secrets of your sex appeal Primping!

And a MUST READ: [post 2294897]

Just shamelessly pimping my own damned blog!

helga_hansen 49F  
1987 posts
5/11/2006 10:09 am

Aaawww... I never thought I'd ever see a love-struck Hobbit Boy!! You look kinda cute. I guess I can see what she sees in you. And you're right... you ARE a lucky guy. Never forget it. I am so pleased that the two of you are beating the odds...

Now run along and let me cry in peace!


Love, hugs and kisses from ♥♥HH♥♥

helga_hansen 49F  
1987 posts
5/11/2006 10:10 am

Um... just thought I'd better point out that I always cry at happy endings... *sniff*


Love, hugs and kisses from ♥♥HH♥♥

micahbiguns 50M

5/11/2006 12:44 pm

I know zactly what ya mean!!!

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 12:53 pm

This *may* sound crazy Daph,

But I completely forgot about the Kiwi analogy when I wrote that.

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 12:56 pm

Hey Fantasia,

It was a combination of work and missing Spakkette

Not long now, and I'm actually doing something proactive to expand my business in an area I've been meaning to for ages. So that's gotta help too!

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 1:00 pm

Thanks Helga,

I'm not likely to forge... wooooohooooo nipple!

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 1:01 pm


Me too. Specially when it's my own happy ending.

LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
5/11/2006 1:06 pm

Fuck!!!! Here I am packing my stuff to move half way across the goddamn world and you've been cheating on me with some "supremely positive" girl?!! That bitch!!! I'm going to come there and ...

*daph whispers in my ear*


Awwww babe! Thanks for the post, it's very sweet. I'm happy that you're happy again.

Although you need to find another song I remind you of. I *fucking HATE* that goddamn Bette Midler song. I coud hear the first note of it on the radio and my hand flies up instantaneously to change the
channel. But it's the thought that counts definitely.

Thanks all for your supportive comments as well...

Love you xoxoxo


P.S. I think Seriously wants to make out with you.

bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 2:29 pm

Cheers Micah,

I know exactly what I mean too. Not often I can share that.


bulging_boy 49M

5/11/2006 2:33 pm

Uhhh... Babe...

I was making reference to the words. Not the song.

I fucking *hate* that song too!

As for Seriously? He wants to make out with *anyone*

Bard told me

rm_1hotwahine 62F
21091 posts
5/11/2006 3:12 pm

Oh yuck, mush, enough already. We get it, we get it.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

FeistySyn 51F

5/11/2006 8:47 pm

Yahhh, what she said!!!! *pointing to 1hotwahine*

Apparently the depth of depravity here is bottomless... don't you feel right at home?

impish_pixie 54F
6867 posts
5/11/2006 8:55 pm

Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy!!! (giggles abound...glad you found your "happy" again.)

I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn

digdug41 49M

5/11/2006 10:18 pm

thats way cool bulge good to see you happy, shhhit I'd be happy to look at her

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

tillerbabe 55F

5/11/2006 11:51 pm

I feel the same damn way!!! Woo-Hoo!

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
5/12/2006 4:43 am

yupz, I'm with 1hotwahine too ....

beautiful tribute

HBowt2 58F

5/12/2006 5:37 am

nice tribute.....hope it goes well for you both.....this place is matching up fast.....

FeistySyn 51F

5/12/2006 6:58 pm

ok, that was just not enough... I read this post again today... gag-fucking-me ... what has that beautiful blonde done with the real Buldge??? Bring him back!!!!

Apparently the depth of depravity here is bottomless... don't you feel right at home?

chasingfun27 38M
1108 posts
5/13/2006 4:33 am

Thought-filled daze? I'm not sure if what fills you would fit the definition of thoughts.

Good on though. You're a lucky bloke.

P.S. Can I borrow your Bette Midler CD, I promise to return it ASAP.

bardicman 50M

5/13/2006 9:59 am

Speaking of fetishes.. My name gets mentions here like we are still fucking. Hell you aint tapped this ass since early December. Get over it!

Unless you are counting January, February, March and April.

I am not dead yet

LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
5/13/2006 11:05 am

Bard... you dirty bitch!


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