I love summer  

bulging_boy 49M
4912 posts
12/4/2005 3:18 am

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I love summer

The soft hum as my laptop starts up...

The beating of my heart starts and then quickens in anticipation.

I watch, my breath being held involuntarily, as I wait for the loading to finish. Always too long for me...

Finally, it reaches it's resting state and I race my fingers over the keyboard logging in and connecting.

I feel my lifeline extending... snaking it's way through the ether to you.

The relief rushes through my body like waves at the beach as I see you there, the fractions of a second before our minds are able to interact again.

The tapping on the keyboard allowing our hearts to speak together.

Our souls uniting over the digital divide, the pain subsiding as the seconds pass, restoring the equivalent of fresh air to starving lungs.

Slowly the pixels arrange themselves, allowing my eyes to register your beauty. The images feeding my brain, the release of endorphins flooding my body with pleasure.

The almost endless waiting over. The infinite becoming bearable again. Time no longer an enemy. Distance no longer a foe.

Until the compressed time expires. The minutes that felt like seconds all too short in your company. The parting words again like a dagger to my heart.

All too quickly I am alone again. My soul retracting from it's mate... the painful tearing of separation squeezing at me, making me breath in shallow gasps.

My gaze still fixed at a point on the screen where you no longer are. My eyes closing to allow memories to replay in my head.

The beating of my heart stops. The second hand of time ticks backward. The sky darkens as clouds move in.

Frozen I wait.

In the grand scheme of life, a few warm days keep my soul from shattering. I close my eyes and listen to my heart.

Yes, it tells me.

Summer is almost here

bardicman 50M

12/4/2005 4:33 am

Bulge, I know what you mean Bro, the endless moments waiting for that interaction and the speed that the inevitable seperation comes. the emptiness that remains until the next time connection is made...

I am not dead yet

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
12/4/2005 6:08 am

I told you summer would come. How could it not for someone like you.

kyplowboy22 61M

12/4/2005 6:16 am

Just dropped in to say "Nay". Later


DTand5Speed 41M/50F

12/4/2005 7:21 am

Winter has just set in here. Searching for a warm vacation destination.

rm_goddess1946 106F
13518 posts
12/4/2005 10:14 am

i feel you.
so very naked..
this very moment in time...

listen carefully.
your heart speaks truth...

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

1023 posts
12/4/2005 10:35 am

Just can't what to get back on conference with Bard and Trav, huh?

You poor tortured soul. ^_^

saddletrampsk 54F

12/4/2005 12:08 pm

Well, there's always porn..

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
12/4/2005 1:06 pm


One of these days I've got to get a cam.

luv ya, ya squeaky little kiwi.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:50 pm

Bard dude!

Uhhh... I feel really bad saying this...

but I wasn't talking about you man!

ummm... Sorry

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:51 pm

Awwww Saint.

I doubted, I really did.

Thanks for the faith.

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:52 pm


How could you? I feel so jinxed now...

Please take it back... please?

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:53 pm

DT and 5er,

Head towards Australia and take a hard left.

My place is the one with the empty bottles of piss filling the yard

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:54 pm


I love your warm hands.

Is it my turn to feel you... so *very* naked?


bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:54 pm


Damn you and your psychic abilities.

You are sick man. Sick!


bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:56 pm

saddle, you're right.

But when I shoot air, would that not show that I've been unfaithful?


bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 1:57 pm


We've been thinking that ourselves.

mmmmm. She *has* to get a cam! mmmmmm

Don't you worry though, I have your eye in the corner of my screen.

It feels kinda creepy, but I love it when you watch me


rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
12/4/2005 7:54 pm

Bulgy's got a girlfriend! Bulgy's got a girlfriend!

Dude you're going to get cooties

Wish I had cooties

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

EyeCandy33333 44F
761 posts
12/4/2005 10:27 pm

bulging-boy-that darling was so beautiful-I have no other words other than simply that for what you have written.

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 11:11 pm


I should be so lucky. I mean soooo lucky.

I mean...

I should be SOOOO goddam lucky!

bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 11:14 pm

Thanks Terrie,

I have no more words either.

Sometimes our language is completely lacking.

LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
12/4/2005 11:28 pm




bulging_boy 49M

12/4/2005 11:42 pm

If she's got cooties Blonde,

I want some!


bulging_boy 49M

12/5/2005 7:36 pm

But you did anyway Sil,

Just remember... all of this is your doing!

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