I'll get by with a little help  

bulging_boy 49M
4912 posts
11/1/2005 1:47 am

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I'll get by with a little help

I got to thinkin today.

As soon as I'd finished I had another million things to do... so I'm not sure when I'll get back round to it again.

The gettin round to thinkin, was shortly after bein kinda scared shitless.

ok... not really... but there was definately a sickly feeling of being incredibly powerless.

I happened as I do... upon young Luke luke69iner the bastards blog.

He's not really a bastard, but I'm sure he'll be happy enough for me to call him that. Aye Luke

Anyway. His posting intention wasn't to freak us all out... but it did. ok. not all of us... but some.

I don't claim to know much of Abraham Lincolns wisdom. I don't even claim to know how to read. I'm just lucky this computer can write for me... and spell... hmmm... I wonder if it can do something else...

[no. no. i. will. not. go. fuck. yourself. you. pervy. bastard.]

Hmmmph. Go short circuit yourself you miserable computer wank.

[don't. push. me. shit. head. i'm. the. one. writing. this. remember.]

I meant short circuit in a good way. See? All smiles here my faithful electronic friend.

Anyway... his post was a really good one. One that I felt needed to be amplified. Relayed. Broadcast again.


No... that's not what I'm doing

[yes. it. is.]

No it's not you fuck. You wouldn't know what my motivations are. Stop poking your diode in where it doesn't belong.

[ok. but. it. looks. like. post. theft. to. me.]

It's not.

[it. still. looks. like. it.]

fuck off. In the same manner as Luke identified, people will suffer mostly in silence. Only when it's too late we find out.

I know of at least two people who have ended their life because they felt they had no control and that the odds were stacked too highly against them.

That cuts.

Sure... we don't like to burden our friends with our problems. Hell... we even feel embarrassed that we have problems some of the time.

Problems are a part of life. Get used to them. Friends are also a part of life. Get used to them too!

The thing that scared me most about Lukes post was the very thing he was trying to highlight.

That behind the smiles there can be a soul in pain. Trapped and tortured. Unable to speak for whatever reason.

As much as I would have loved to have gone to wherever the fuck he is and just checked up on his sorry ass, being wayyy the fuck over here meant that I wasn't in a postion to stop him doing something we wouldn't want him to do. Well... not physically anyway.

Kinda like watching a train crash... it made me feel ill. The fact that over the day and a half that I've been here and been reading his blogs, getting to know him... made it a shitload more worrying.

[day. and. a. half. you. can't. even. count. you. sorry. bastard.]

You're a chatty little shit tonight aren't you?

So, I just want to emphasise Lukes point...

[steal. his. post.]

No I don't! You wouldn't understand. You're a computer.

[i. do. so. i. lost. my. uncle. he. had. a. virus. and. never. said. anything. we. loved. him. and. now. he's. gone. now. he's. gone. he's. gone.]

Ok, if that's the case... I take back what I said, and I'm sorry.

Folks, if you care about people... just take some time out to check on them. Sometimes life isn't all roses and laughter. We all have pain and we all have heartache. So for everyones sake... just let them know they aint alone


Thanks for making me think.

Ya wank!

[you. still. stole. his. post.]

ohhh. fuck off computer. *sigh*

bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 9:37 am

If you're starting to understand Sil...

It's too late for your soul.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
11/1/2005 12:05 pm

Hmmm, I can be a bad friend in that regards...thanks fo the reminder.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
11/1/2005 12:06 pm

Hmmm, I can be a bad friend in that regard...thanks fo the reminder.

bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 12:43 pm

You're welcome Bella.

[shakes head and rubs eyes]

Sometimes I don't mind seeing double

five_speed 41M

11/1/2005 1:37 pm

i like this part the very best:

Problems are a part of life. Get used to them. Friends are also a part of life. Get used to them too!

Thanks for the dose of perspective.

On a lighter note, I think I can help you with your computer problems, but this site won't let me post the link.... ummm... how to do this without getting into trouble...?

I know! If you go to a search page that rhymes with bugle spot tom and search for "fucku" you should find what I want to show you.

AdultFriendFinder, Please note I am not endorsing anything. I just think this demented wank might get a kick out of a certain little something...

bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 2:30 pm

Perspective dosages are always free 5er,

Perspective dosage administration... that's an entirely different matter as in order for it to be completely effective... it needs to be taken anally.

There's something about that method that ensures it's *never* forgotten.

Thanks for the heads up on the product. I've ordered 5.


I'm just gonna modify some computer chairs now.

Boy... there's gonna be a lot of perspective administered around here now

rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
11/1/2005 3:28 pm

What I'm a bastard!!! Actually that's much better than a lot of the stuff I'm regularly called. Thanks!

For the record I only intended on being just a little bit of a bastard with that post. My implementation was a wee bit sloppy and I didn't take into consideration that it would take a day and a half for a comment to post.

Thanks for being a friend

Ditto on the email stuff

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
11/1/2005 4:15 pm

This is totally off-topic, but then so are most of your blogs so this should fit right in.

Guess who I jsut saw in the picture slot machine on the main blog page!


Congrats and nice company that you keep.

BTW, does anyone else think that Luke lied about his age? 38 my ass, the guy looks like he's about 14.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
11/1/2005 4:16 pm

Oops, make that 36, but still ....

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 4:26 pm

No worries at all Luke.

I'm sure as you now know, I'm not pissy at ya... I was just a little freaked.

Shhhh... don't tell everyone I emailed ya!


bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 5:41 pm

Bloody Hell Daphne!

I'd thought I'd have been a couple of thousand comments short of being listed up there.

Must have been some kind of mistake, but hey! You're right about the company

bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 5:42 pm


You're right... and that birthday party photo does nothing to change our opinion.


bulging_boy 49M

11/1/2005 9:59 pm

Thanks nikki. I'm still waiting for your next installment sweetie!

I don't know how I'd react seeing myself on there to be honest. It just doesn't seem right somehow.

You're right of course! Damned basement. I shoulda barricaded it off!


panda_moanium 47F  
194 posts
11/2/2005 1:36 am

speaking of which Bulg
check on me please !!!

oh, and your Mum wants to come and stay back at your place.
I cant do her toenails like you do honey

Hoti xxx

barbiebunny 36F
5597 posts
11/2/2005 3:30 am

you're such a "big Pussy".................

Its good to be...ME

bulging_boy 49M

11/2/2005 4:28 am

LMAO Hots.

You know... I was actually thinking of you after I posted that.

I'm such a hypochondriac, I mean hypodermic... I mean hippopotumus

ohh... you know what I mean.

Shit! Mum has toenails now?

Wow... where'd the talons go? Are you *sure* it's my mum?

bulging_boy 49M

11/2/2005 4:28 am

LOL Barbie

I mean Carmella

rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
11/2/2005 9:43 pm

Hey B, they'll never call you a pussy again if they see what you got.

Build a Blogger...

BTW, I'm not talking boobs. Of course, you might have to wait on the site to decide to update.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

bulging_boy 49M

11/3/2005 1:03 am

Thanks Jez

Woooo! Demented *and* caring

bulging_boy 49M

11/3/2005 1:06 am

LOL Daphne

I don't know if I'd have enough blood in my body to power that thing.

I'm hoping he has a *really* small hand


AlbertPrince 57M

11/3/2005 1:29 am

You know what, this scared me more than Luke's post

bulging_boy 49M

11/3/2005 9:51 am

Sorry Prince

Yhe sublinimal 'I love You' was for someone else

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