broadluvs77 52F
73 posts
7/21/2005 5:46 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I'm feeling so ambivalent about life and getting the things I need and want to do done, that I'm even bored with myself. I'm usually a pretty interesting person, but it seems that lately all I can do is sit around and whine about all the stuff I have to do. I end up not getting anything to amount to much done, and the 'to do' list just keeps getting longer. That just throws me into a deeper depression. I have got to find some motivation. I wish there were a little magic wand that I could wave and all the things on my ever-growing list would be finished. I'm sure I had one around somewhere. Now what could I have done with it? Maybe it's hidden under the sofa cushions with my generally positive attitude. Nah, only thing under there is a couple stale popcorn kernels and $1.50 in change. Come to think of it, last time I used that attitude I was no where near the sofa. I was in the bathroom, I think. Nope. Maybe I was in the kitchen. Nope. The back porch? The office? Damn! where was I the last time I used that darned positive attitude?

You know, I think it's about time I went out and found a new postitive attitude. Maybe they've got some in the Carribean or Key West, or even the mountains.

GEtravler 48M

7/23/2005 2:58 pm

Don't worry my love, When ever you feel that it is the darkest time of your life and you can not see any light ahead of you. Just look in the mirror and you will see all the light you need.

Masseur_0 41M

8/1/2005 3:39 pm

well said GE...But I hear the Carribean has some if ya need some more. I can sympathize with ya. Summer is our get shit done time. Thye time when we're most motivated...SO why are we such sloths?....I'm looking for my motivation too...If I come across yours I'll let ya know...Take care

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