confusion within me  

bratty_subby 39F
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2/9/2006 9:03 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

confusion within me

wanting, waiting
watching, listening

scared, afraid

the urges strong, the need even more so

the fear hanging in the air

waiting to hear the command

yearning to serve

afraid it wont be enough

afraid it will be to much

listening to the commands

body obeying without thought

how does He do it

how much further will He go

afraid i cannot keep up

scared He will push to far

terrified i will fail

to please Him and only Him my ultimate goal

but will i succeed

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