ended up loving what i hated (or is it)  

blueyeboy666 34M
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9/10/2005 6:39 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

ended up loving what i hated (or is it)


Well in my youth (lol im only 22 and 1/2) i loved girls so much but because i was too shy or maybe too stupid i couldnt make any girlfriend. It's true that i always aimed high but all the girls were taken by mature guys with money, cars and big bellies (and i always hated those guys for doing this to me, i thought that is normally to hang with people your age). They didnt look at me a poor boy from the military high-school, whose only desire was to have a girlfriend and some fun. But years passed and i have discovered i start feeling attracted to guys too and what guys? exactly the ones i hated most. So i dont know what to do? Some might say i must shoot myself..... but life is still in front of me and hope to find true love coming from a woman or a man. Who knows. Guess the first guy or girl i'd be with will be for the rest of my life...so help me GOd if there is any. blueyeboy666

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