I woke up on the RIGHT side of the bed !!!!  

blogginOnly 58F
80 posts
4/13/2006 12:22 pm

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4/22/2006 12:44 pm

I woke up on the RIGHT side of the bed !!!!

Oh what a beautiful day!!!!!!!! The sun is shining, I feel rested. I had been doing alot of thinking lately. Why hang on to someone who obviously has moved on? Has anyone touched your life in such a way that its hard to let go? Well, as you all have read my posts and for those who know me, it has been tough letting go. The memories are still fresh in my mind. But you know what? Its ok to have those memories, because one day I wont remember them, lmao (due to old age). I know that we both have alot of memories, and for him, he doesnt want to put me thru any more pain. So, I can understand that. After a year of tears, its time!!! I had been so picky on this site that the very few men I have met have been well worth it. I experienced love, I experienced passion, and I have experienced being spoiled and pampered. For someone like me to have missed out on so much in life, I can now say I had a taste of life. Thats good enough for me. Some say you cant miss what you havent had, that is so true. But, I have had it for a short time, and I cant say I miss it. I miss feeling loved, special, and needed. But, not so much to want to go out and get my feet wet again. Someday, sometime, somewhere it will happen. But for now I am going to enjoy these beautiful days ahead. I know what I need to do at home, and I can actually see ahead for once. I guess I can see the light at the end of the tunnel? Oh well, just wanted you all to know I am ready to set sail again!! Do wish me alot of luck !!!

saddletrampsk 54F

4/13/2006 3:22 pm

Good luck on your new journey..

_CoffeeNoCream_ 52F

4/14/2006 12:36 am

Hap Hap Happy Joy and Luck !!

Liefs C

rm_tomcat4u50 60M
2 posts
4/16/2006 6:38 pm

Yes its good to move on. But It can be really hard at times when the person was your best friend and you have no others. And that is what I am going through right now in my life. Its hard to start over and even want to meet new people, when your heart cries out for a return on a long on going emotional investment that will never pan out. Talking about it helps some what. But even that gets old. How does a person set sail when they cant even feel the wind. Any chance you might want to show me the ropes. Be a mentor, playmate, guide to the blind or how about a friend to the friendless. At this point I would even take master to slave, me being the slave of coarse. Any kind of relation ship to fill this void in my heart. May you have the best in life and your days be filled with love and compassion. TOM ROGERS

blogginOnly 58F

4/21/2006 2:50 am

saddle.........thank you so much, I will need lots of luck!!!!

Coffee........... I need joy and luck....thanks a bunch!!!

tomcat.........it is hard at times. You will set sail again hon. Some lucky lady will come along and you will be caught by storm!!! (lots of wind to sail then, lol ) I can be a friend to the friendless, never been a master, but I wont rule it out, lol. I wish you the best too hon.........

cairnsmale55 105M

4/21/2006 5:30 am

Hi, have enjoyed reading through some of your blog and can relate to some threads. As your journey is about to start, welcome in, the waters fine.

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