Christina Aguilera - Reflection  

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1/6/2006 11:50 pm

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Christina Aguilera - Reflection


Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?



I look in the mirror, has it happen, the change. I don't feel a thing. I held him in my arms, massage his back. I feel so comfortable in his arms.

One thing I really felt like crying....no no...not tears of sadness but tears of joy. He got a link for me for he cares.

He gave me a link and if you want it, e-mail or IM me. There's a site that can help you figure out it your just as mental as I am. You aches and pains are phyiscal not mental.

I'm on 25mg of Zoloft for depression; one therapist said I don't need any anit-depression. She said, I need to learn to deal with it. My Doctor, said bull-shit. Refer me to another therapist and I talk to her and told. She talked to my other therapist and she handed me a prescription of Zoloft.

I've been taking it for two days, just I have no clue if it's working or not. Good Night.


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