working for the future  

blackjack4742 38M
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5/24/2005 9:13 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

working for the future

this blog seemed real out of place among some of the others, but I see there are lot of people here who just write about their day, what's going in their lives, loves, fears, etc. So maybe not. All the blogs are a blast to read, though.

Thanks to the people who suggested I let go of my anger and move on. It's what I am in the process of doing. There are moments, though, when everything hits you. All I see is her face, all I hear are her words. Foolishness, bullshit angers me. I wrote that in one of those moments.

I did end up cancelling her phone, if for no other reason so the bill won't come to me, tempting me to look at it(I would never do that, but better to get rid of the temptation. I do drink, after all).

It's better for both of our credit as well, she needs to build some of her own instead of ruining mine.

I've been up all night working on sample code for a new job(PHP and MySQL for the techies). Working for the future. The job is blocks from my home, in downtown DC. I want to keep my lifestyle here, I love it. This would be a huge step in that direction.

Soon I'll write about stuff more pertinent to the know, like sex. Love, lust. All the shit you get up in the morning for.

For now it's good to have an outlet of any sort. Get all this behind me. No one will shag you if you're crying all the bloody time.

back to work...

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