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Is there karma that glides us through life? That precursors our soul into what we are today.
Is there penance for the mistakes we make??
What if we repeat them, what if they never go away, what if I spend the rest of my life looking for the inner me and lose her again.
To love and lose is that really ok....to love and lose and love another then lose because of the first love...what does all that mean.
Can you live your life and never lose your heart. Keep it safe and kind, nurture it to completion?? So many questions run through my mind.
So many answers evade me daily....
I want to turn off the love I have...I want to go stagnant for a bit and see what comes of it for me....
I often ask the question ...why me??
Maybe I should ask why them??
On a sunny day, you will find me curled up in the sun and purring
7/12/2006 5:06 pm
you never lose your inner heart|
you many think you lose a big chunk
if a relationship goes bad and it seems so obvious
yeah...there is no love in the world!
but..there is...as you know
and as the people above describe
KEY...always know your mind and heart are as open as possible
very hard to do
but know your deepest heart is very strong and CANNNOT be destroyed
that will help
You are made of love...don't worry about the ebb and flow
of the tides
7/11/2006 5:27 am
I can relate to what you are feeling... if we had all the answers we would no longer seek God, and thats part of why we are here.. To seek love, harmony and peace... Karma is something I invest in alot... knowing what goes around , comes around... can work in your favor. |
As women we are often used for nurturing, then have to let go of the one we nurtured. We get used for this..... so we do "love and loose" alot... but thats just part of being a woman.
Keep questioning ... go stagnant for awhile if ya have to ... and listen to that small inner voice.... intuition is a womans most powerful weapon.
7/11/2006 5:07 am
I've wondered at times....why me....as well. You give and love, only to have it fail for 1 reason or another. Even when you feel it is so utterly right. I am searching, just as you are. I sincerely hope you find the answers you need and want. |