why me  

blackballcat 57F
82 posts
7/11/2006 4:45 am
why me


Is there karma that glides us through life? That precursors our soul into what we are today.
Is there penance for the mistakes we make??
What if we repeat them, what if they never go away, what if I spend the rest of my life looking for the inner me and lose her again.
To love and lose is that really ok....to love and lose and love another then lose because of the first love...what does all that mean.
Can you live your life and never lose your heart. Keep it safe and kind, nurture it to completion?? So many questions run through my mind.
So many answers evade me daily....
I want to turn off the love I have...I want to go stagnant for a bit and see what comes of it for me....
I often ask the question ...why me??
Maybe I should ask why them??

On a sunny day, you will find me curled up in the sun and purring


moo_nips 57F

7/12/2006 5:06 pm

you never lose your inner heart

you many think you lose a big chunk

if a relationship goes bad and it seems so obvious

yeah...there is no love in the world!

but..there is...as you know

and as the people above describe

KEY...always know your mind and heart are as open as possible

very hard to do

but know your deepest heart is very strong and CANNNOT be destroyed

that will help

You are made of love...don't worry about the ebb and flow

of the tides


Cozy_Red 50F

7/11/2006 5:27 am

I can relate to what you are feeling... if we had all the answers we would no longer seek God, and thats part of why we are here.. To seek love, harmony and peace... Karma is something I invest in alot... knowing what goes around , comes around... can work in your favor.

As women we are often used for nurturing, then have to let go of the one we nurtured. We get used for this..... so we do "love and loose" alot... but thats just part of being a woman.

Keep questioning ... go stagnant for awhile if ya have to ... and listen to that small inner voice.... intuition is a womans most powerful weapon.






SuzieQ4U60 61F

7/11/2006 5:07 am

I've wondered at times....why me....as well. You give and love, only to have it fail for 1 reason or another. Even when you feel it is so utterly right. I am searching, just as you are. I sincerely hope you find the answers you need and want.


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