feeling brave tonight - know what i want - i think?  

biravenbeauty 47F
2 posts
10/6/2005 3:05 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

feeling brave tonight - know what i want - i think?

Hi! I'm alone. I'm feeling kind of lonely. I watched a hockey game and loved it, but had no one to share it with. My boyfriend is out of town and i'm here in our huge house dipping into his liquor cabinet thinking ---- "why haven't I been able to meet OTHER bi-curious females that are pretty, adventurous, or, as tired of 'hoping' we'll meet someone at the bar who will be interested in having a 3some with my boyfriend and I? or - just a warm night with me?"
I'm perfectly willing, open, and able to confront that 'curious' part of my existence. My problem is that I didn't know how - UNTIL - I found this website.
I hope someone reads this and understands what i'm going through and hopefully will be willing to open up and confess they feel the same way. We all need a friend and a confidant - that's why I'm here. I'm not going to be rude or talk filth.
I am a very fun-loving, affectionate, and sexual woman that enjoys the finer things in life. My boyfriend is very understanding and excited at the prospect of me fulfilling EVERY fantasy I manage to reveal. We've had 3somes, but with the same friend everytime. I want variety. Can you blame me? She's a good friend - and I'd like to keep it that way. I guess what i'm really looking for is someone who will abide by the rules that I set out. It's a simple expectation : I want to meet someone i'm comfortable with, someone who is pretty, someone who can be a friend as well as a lover, and someone I can trust to be involved in the sexual act between my boyfriend and I without having intercourse with him or kissing him on the mouth- touching his body, licking him everywhere, and sucking whatever she likes is fine,(I like to watch that) but any further and I feel threatened. Does anybody out there understand this? When and if I'm alone with a female anything goes, but NOT with my boyfriend.
I guess i'm being selfish - but yes! - I want my cake and eat it too!!! To me there's nothing sexier than having another female in bed with us. He gets aroused watching me enjoy another woman's breasts and lips...just touching, licking, sucking, and kissing while he fumbles all over himself trying to figure out what to do?? The thing is - I don't want him to do anything until I get so hot I can't stand not having him inside of me while the other woman continues kissing me, sucking and grabbing my breasts while he fucks me - it blows my mind!! My orgasm's are fast and furious. Afterwards, I'm mush and enjoy cuddling and touching for a while until i'm ready again.
So, now that you've all read this - am I asking for too much?? I know it's difficult to come right out and say this - I know there are other women who'll agree - but it's what I would like and I won't settle for less. If you're a female who can understand and respect this I'd like to hear from you. Cleanliness and discretion must also be assured and expected.
I want to explore and meet other Bi-sexual or Bi-curious females to get to know and maybe share a friendship. I think, based on exploring our sexuality or accepting who we are, we could form a friendship that we could both learn from and could quite possibly last a lifetime. Maybe I need a mentor to teach me how to meet other women for the purpose of friendship or sexual exploration? Hmmmm....I don't know. A sexual mentor? What a concept!!!
Whew! That's a book isn't it? Oh well, I enjoy a good conversation with great detail and explanation - I hope you all do too.
Later babes.

Lover_and_Lady 42M/45F
25 posts
10/10/2005 11:02 pm

you don't mention whether or not your interested in this other womans sexual satisfaction is of importance to you.

there are three people involved... and three very sexual people...

how do you feel about bringing another woman to orgasm in front of your b/f? just curious.

notmyrealuncle 54M/45F
3 posts
1/24/2006 1:38 am

Are you kidding? Of course the other woman is important. Her satisfaction is what the relationship is based on. Lady - you obviously don't understand where this female is coming from. She is interested in meeting a bi-curios or bi-sexual female who is willing to have an intimate relationship with HER. AND - she wants the female to help her determine this by sleeping with them!!!! She sounds like she's lost between the worlds of a man-woman relationship and deciding whether or not she is actually a lesbian?? Am I wrong Raven??

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