My Inner Thougths part # 7  

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8/13/2005 7:27 am

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My Inner Thougths part # 7


Hmm, That's a Good Question

I had to think about this question carefully,
I mean I enjoy Group Sex & 1 Nite Stands.

I just met this guy and I don't know anything about him other than he can Fuck The Perm Outta My Hair.( Wink)

So I called him back instead of Text Mess him, I told him that actually I've decided to keep My Lifestyle. I said I'm glad you feel enough for me to ask but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship just yet. I enjoy meeting new ppl & that's just how I feel now.

Needless to say he was a little disappointed but I know he'll get over it. I mean were both online so we have access to meet lots of ppl.

Truth be told , I don't wanna share My heart with anyone right now. Am I scared to share myself with someone ? Yes! Very Much so
I've been thru this with a whiteguy before. So this time I'll stop while I'm ahead

I always end up giving more of myself and receiving less. So I'll just take a step back and let this guy walk ahead and find someone else to bond with.

I have severed all ties with him as of today. I have a party tonite to Attend. I'm suppose to meet some friends there. Plus there are a couple of ppl I chat with online who's dying to meet me for the first time.

I wish him The Best of Luck in finding what he's looking for.

Me , well it's 10:18 am I'm about to work out and then I'll hit the mall for an outfit to wear to the Swing Party Later. I'll pick up another Tummy ring while I'm out also.

Life Goes On > It always does... Samething as always ...

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