my so called wonderful life  

bigliftedford 33M
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1/19/2006 12:38 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

my so called wonderful life


isnt life supposed to flow with out troubles? and be "perfect"? you start a family intending to be there always? boy, life as i thought i knew it just hasnt been what it cracked up to be. sure in highschool i didnt have a g/f. not till i was 18 and working did i meet my first girlfriend. that was a mistake. i went from doing good on the right track...to broke and in debt. shortly after breaking up with her..i met my next girlfriend(my soon to be ex wife i hope, still got to divorce, but i am seperating myself from her). went out with her fro 6 mo, thought i was in love and married her. kept getting farther in debt. didnt have money when we needed it. had to borrow from mom. you know the story...well now i am currently trying to pay off bout 7,000 in real life debts, and 7,000 to my mom. anyways back to where i left off... we were having our first struggle and fighting point, ended up having a kid to try and bring us closer. it worked. i went into the army 2 months after my daughter was born so i could support my family. big mistake. 2 months in i was injured(back injury) and discharged. i felt disgraced and dishonored. i wondered how i could support my family. i fought for 2 years with the VA and got my benies. in that time even with great pain in my back, i worked side jobs ( i was technically disabled, and hated it i fought to get off disability and won) where i was doing what i shouldnt, and busting my ass day in day out. my wife complained about me being gone all the time...i had to put food on the table and keep my daughter supported. almost a year later from my discharge my son was born(i got myself fixed, so no more babies until i can pay to get myself unfixed). even more reason for me to work even though i shouldnt. busted my ass more..been in pain everyday of my life since my injury, yet i do what i can. in this time my wife and i talked about and started testing 3somes, to see if it would help our sex life. big mistake . she got too friendly with a guy, and i found out she was messing around with him outside of the relationship...so now i call it quits. welcome to my life.

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