Sad and Lonely  

bigdaddy71365 51M
222 posts
4/1/2006 12:41 pm

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4/15/2006 7:56 pm

Sad and Lonely


Well two days til surgery, I'm feeling realy down, worried, scared, i almost went to the hospital last night, i took a nitro pill for the chest pain and it went away, this realy sucks i'm in good shape, i eat wright,exercise daily, my cholesterol HDL(42)the good, LDL(89) the bad, totel cholesterol (131), it fucking sucks i'm to young for this shit, but theres the gean pool very bad, heart disease on both sides, why me i don't want the shit, my brother and sisters are fine just me, and i'm the one they all come to for help, answers, a shoulder to cry on i'm the strong one, well i guease i just answerd my own question of why me, it still doesn't take away the fact that i worried as hell, snce its only been two since the last heart cath and stents, well i'll be ok, just needed to vent, thanks for listening, LOL.

Big D......

JazzDlight 59F

4/1/2006 1:37 pm

I am sorry to hear you are having medical problems. Hopefully, after this is all over you will be good as new and vent all you want it helps. Best of luck to you. Jazz


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
4/1/2006 1:47 pm

I have that from my grandmas side of the family and it scares me to death too. I wish I could tell you why, all I can think of it must be meant to be or it wouldn't be happening. Sooner or later we all will have to go through something similar to this. I only wish you the best and just remember that this fear is normal, its a scary thing you are going thru.


bigdaddy71365 51M

4/1/2006 4:56 pm

    Quoting JazzDlight:
    I am sorry to hear you are having medical problems. Hopefully, after this is all over you will be good as new and vent all you want it helps. Best of luck to you. Jazz
Thanks, I hope i'll be as good as new and venting does help, thanks for vsiting.

Big D......


bigdaddy71365 51M

4/1/2006 4:59 pm

    Quoting rm_saintlianna:
    I have that from my grandmas side of the family and it scares me to death too. I wish I could tell you why, all I can think of it must be meant to be or it wouldn't be happening. Sooner or later we all will have to go through something similar to this. I only wish you the best and just remember that this fear is normal, its a scary thing you are going thru.
Hi Saint, I hope you don't have to go though it, it is scary, my friend just told me the same thing today, that is was meant to be, it still sucks, Thanks for visiting my blog!

Big D......


bigdaddy71365 51M

4/1/2006 5:02 pm

    Quoting kittenkisses24:
    hey bigdaddy. its my first time to your blog, and i'm sorry to hear you are having these problems. i wish you the best. i look forward to coming back and seeing that you are doing well and that they know what the problem is. kitten kisses.
Hi Kitten, thanks for the support, I will keep the progress updated,
Thank you for visitng my blog, looking forward to seeing you again.

Big D.....


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