To much to handle!  

bicuriousncute19 30F
15 posts
1/30/2006 6:43 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

To much to handle!


hi everyone who may be reading this, as you know i am a bicurious female and I have a story to tell....There was me and my boyfriend and we were drinking with another couple (friends of ours) anyways....we started to play this card game called, "sociables" and yea it was pretty fun...me and lets call her "beth" so me and beth are kinda messing around in front of our boyfreinds..kissing and touching...oh that part was great....then when one thing lead to another and I began to suck on her nipples...welll this was a good you see....but then something happened...the boys joined in....I was licking "beths" tits and then her boyfriend was fingering her...and from what i could see....so was my boyfriend...and you see this was the part I couldnt handle....watching my boyfriend touch another girl....You see this would have gotten alot further had it not been for me...now I wanted beth so bad and I was super wet, but as soon as i saw my bf on her I lost control...couldnt handle and gave up!
Does this count as a first experience with another feamle? Was it wrong of me to get mad?
How should I feel? I want a girl all to myslef...I dont want to share...expecially with my bf!
I need comments! plz and thx

Precious_TaTas 44M/41F

2/4/2006 10:10 pm

well speaking from experience,i know what u mean about the anger you feel as someone you love touches another person other then u in front of your eyes. my first experience with a girl was Shitty too.Alls i learned is that, if your not up front with your bf about what you want, no swapping or anything is gonna work out, it all leads to doubts,anger fighting and then breaking up in alot of cases.Keep it real, no lies,Honesty is really the best policy. You have nothing to be ashamed about.Just tell him how it is. and Figure out what you want.Go fro there. I hope this helps. Im new to these blogs but i kinda get where your at right now.Oh and yes it does count as an experience with another girl.you just didnt get to go all the way.lol.Oh something else just came to mind... i let my Hubby know that i wanted to experiment with being Bi with another woman on my own first,and if it ended up working out, i might and i mena MIGHT let him in later on down the road, it worked out.Hope that also helps....lemme know.


rm_wenchang1966 46M
404 posts
2/5/2006 5:11 pm

Hi Tatas, you are very good kind girl. I think yours words can comfort Bicuriousncute19.


Precious_TaTas 44M/41F

2/6/2006 2:09 am

i hope so, i know it feels, been down that road b4, Still waitin to hear if anything changed?,ill keep checking in.


bicuriousncute19 30F
2 posts
2/6/2006 8:09 am

well thanks for your advice I needed it. I felt so good to be with her, yet at the same time all I kept thinking was of my bf touching her. I want to be honest with him, dont want to hurt him, yet I have my own needs at the same time.
Thanks for giving me something to think about!
xoxo


rm_wenchang1966 46M
404 posts
2/6/2006 7:07 pm

Bicuriousncute19, very glad to see you accepted Tatas advise, sincerly hope you love each other deeply. Tatas, you are good kind lady, God will bless you, love you, my dear.


Precious_TaTas 44M/41F

2/6/2006 11:43 pm

Be yourself, and go for it,only way to be girl!


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