Looked in the mirror not at the window.  

beniceguy 37M
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11/19/2005 10:19 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Looked in the mirror not at the window.

Looked in the mirror today, wondered who the hell are you.
Turth is i had no idea. I really didn`t. Am scared shitless of the furture of being alone, being overweight and gernerally putting up with all sorts of troubles and pressures.
So what can i do? I can`t figure myself out, how do i expect anyone else. I came on here looking for something that i didn`t really want. I came on here expected something that turned out not to be there.
Looked in the mirror today didn't recognise the face, didn`t see the smile,didn`t see what was once there.
Looked into the mirror today looked and looked and looked. Who am i? Who the hell am i and what am i doing here. What are you? I feel like such a fraud, you can never do those things that you want to do, you can never live those dreams that you want to live. You can never be happy in a relationship, let alone satisfy anyone in even the quickest of fucks.
So who am i?
Looked into the mirror today, didn`t like what i saw, looked into the mirror to day, looks like it`s time for a change, looked into the mirror today, waved goodbye to what i thought was an old friend, turns out he wasn't that good a friend.
So who am i? Am Dave, am 25.


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