Hey is my arm ment to feel like this?  

beniceguy 37M
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11/22/2005 9:20 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Hey is my arm ment to feel like this?


Boy so dear, what a stressful couple of days, well to be honest weeks.
Most people who know me would say am a pretty laid back guy, well i tell you i must be doing a friggin swan impression, cause it seems am floating gracefully on the surface, and going hell for leather underneath.
But shurely you jest at the title, i hear some of you say, your 25 you should be young and fit, how could it be affecting you that badly?
Well i was asking myself the same question as i went for my e.c.g, then upto the hospitail to get chest x-rays!!!!
Am 25 and i feel like I`ve been hit by a fucking bus.
I am lucky though, i didn`t have a full blown heart attack, or anything as major as a stroke, but my body is deinately telling me something, and it`s not good news.
Remember it doesn`t matter how old you are, don`t be fooled into thinking age is`nt a factor, sad truth is there are kids not even in thier tens that are sicker than me, they lay dying from cancer and heart complaints and they have to stronger then i ever was at that age.
So why am i writting this, well therapy in a way. I came on here for the wrong reasons, but am staying for the right ones, to make friends.
Am 25, 26 next month, and my life is going tochange, it`s going to change so when am 35 or 45, my kids, when i have them, will have me there to be with them, my wife will have me there to be her rock, and i will be there for my friends, should they need a lift at two in the morning from the airport or pub, or simply want to get the family over for a grand day out.
Its not going to be easy, but i love a challenege, i hope that there are people on here that will identify with me on this and maybe we can encourage each other on to better things.

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