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I was out with my friend last night and we spent a good long time talking about wanting more, and being satisfied with what you already have. I know that I swing between the times I feel so confident and the times I want so much more. (I blame it on being a libra)
The unfinished list of things I want are; a beautiful woman in my eyes, whom I can look at and softly explore, kiss for hours, lick to multi orgasms, fill and fuck till we are both sore and achey, cuddle till we both are melded in that after sex glow.
But in wanting all of these things, and more-- I find that I am worrying about it. Worry is not a cool thing, it has that stench of doubt.
On the other hand, if I take time to appreciate what I have, goals to become a teacher, I am in good shape, healthy, well groomed, thoughtful, a great listener, and surrounded by great family and friends.
I realize that it is stupid to doubt eventually meeting someone very cool. Which makes me appreciate what I am blessed with so much more. In those terms I can walk around with a huge grin on my face because I don't need to worry.
I'm curious, what are some people worried about? And what are things that you are satisfied about?