beewulf9 38M
452 posts
10/18/2005 3:00 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


You ever edit yourself? You ever just shut your mouth so that you don't come out to sound arrogant, ignorant, foolish, overly self conscious, or add to another person's worries?

Of late I am finding that I am censoring myself. I don't mean to be silly. But I am finding that life has thrown some lemons my way, and I don't know what to do with them. And instead of speaking about some of the issues I am dealing with, I am being silent.

I hope that I will have lemonade eventually, and be able to write things that will be more of an encouragement rather than downers.

Wishing you well,

caressmewell 53F

10/18/2005 6:02 pm

I hope that you can make lemonade soon. Take care.

digdug41 49M

10/18/2005 8:58 pm

I understand where your coming from but it doesn't work for me If I dont speak about whats goin on with me in my case being a recovering addict It will just be a matter of time before I'd relapse so lemonade is mad instantly lol

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beewulf9 38M

10/20/2005 1:34 pm

Dear Caressmewell, Thank you. It seems that lemonade is on the way.

Dear Digdug, Thank you for taking time to view my blog. I must agree completely with you. I find that my silence is here, or writing something provocative. I was feeling complete the opposite over the five days since I posted something. In which time I have the great pleasure of sharing my troubles with my close friends. They have been attentive to my recent complaints- which makes me feel thankful, and with their reassurances I am feeling much better.

Thank you Katey. Your hugs are much appreciated.

caressmewell 53F

10/20/2005 7:20 pm

Beefwulf9, it's good to hear that lemonade is on the way. I was good to see that you stopped by my place earlier today, I always enjoy your visits.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
10/21/2005 6:28 pm

I bite my tongue until it spills out...unfortunately I have to edit as I can be quite opinionated if I dont edit.

beewulf9 38M

10/24/2005 12:07 am

Thank you for your concern and words, Caress, Bella and Lioness. They are much appreciated.

beewulf9 38M

10/24/2005 8:48 pm

Thank you for the good advice Jester.

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