Serenity  

beautifuljinx 29F
19 posts
8/6/2006 9:51 pm

Last Read:
8/11/2006 9:34 pm

Serenity


Serenity
The warm, southern wind blows on my skin and I feel serenity, an unbelievable calm that I rarely feel in my chaotic life. The Kansas sky is enchantingly, beautiful tonight and it is a perfect big movie screen moment. But, it isn’t the movies this is me in my little piece of earth, my home, my sanctuary from the world. Yes, it is just a place but I have roots here, my family has lived here for 6 generations and hopefully someday my children will love it as much as I do. I live in the middle of nowhere and will have to move for the beginning of my career I know that but, one day I will be back and it is a comfort to know it will always be here, calling for me to make a visit every now and then. I know you all are probably thanking wow, she is a very romantic dreamer, and you’re probably right but for me it is my escape, I am a pre-med student and when all you think about all day long is science and biology and realness, you have to have an escape for your mind. I believe I have finally found that escape tonight and certain tranquility in my life. For me to escape, I have become more of a writer than I ever have, I can write and feel things and express it, and I find I love it too. I have found a part of myself today, and though It took me standing outside on the patio of our ranch at 10:00 at night after a hard days’ work, I find my calm, a type of happiness in life by being my own person and knowing that no one anywhere can take those feelings away. I find I am beautiful woman and yes it might sound cocky to you, but I am not being so, for you see it has taking me a long time to accept myself. I still have the same problems as before but realize that they just don’t matter, I am sensually alive and love myself. I have curves, but for me they work they are a sexy part of me. It may take my whole life to find that special person but, who knows they maybe right under my nose and I just haven’t noticed it yet. I love this feeling of calm and my new found confidence and assurance of self. It took the touch of a whispering wind upon my soul and body for me to find it, but I have and am grateful to have found it.

My question to everyone is have you had experiences like this and if you have, tell me about it.

I know I must sound like a loon but for me I have found my little piece of acceptance and I wanted to share a little of it with you all.

Luvs and wishes for you all,

Jinx

BlueEyedSoul65 51M
1027 posts
8/6/2006 10:45 pm

Beautifully written post. I think it truly shows a wisdom beyond your years.
I'm lucky enough to find serenity with my horn nearly every day. It's a release that's come to be quite practical as well.

Blue


pleasureyourclit 66M
836 posts
8/7/2006 12:57 pm

Very nice post sweetie, I think that everyone needs that place were they can go to get away from the real world for a while or have that special something to do as a hobby that allows one to escape into your own little world.

I grew up on a small farm compare to the size of farms in your neck of woods and still miss it today ....just a country boy who's been transplanted into a small town but truely understand were your comming from.

Enjoy life to fullest ....wish apon an falling star!


Become a member to create a blog