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bbwredhead71 45F
233 posts
5/4/2006 8:16 am

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update


I just realized that it has been forever since I last blogged here. So sorry folks.

My new place is great. It is my own little dumpy hole in the wall. But noticed I said "My OWN". I still see my husband about twice a week. We are getting along better now then ever before. I know my marriage itself is over, but I may be able to stay bestfriends with him. I would so love that.

No sex on the horizon. I meet a great guy on here, and we had chatted a great deal via AdultFriendFinder, regualar emails, and the phone. But he seems to be upset with me over something, and hasn't contacted me in a couple of weeks. To bad. I really liked him.

I have some female friends that I might be getting together with this weekend. THAT would be so GREAT! I really am looking forward to that. Oh hell yeah! touching and being touched by a woman, maybe even 2 woman. Sigh.... and one of the woman may bring her husband along for the ride. NICE!

I really want to courted. Does that make since? I have spent so many years being just there in my husbands life, and I would really like to be treated and shown that I am desirable. I want the food and a movie, the flowers just because we had such a great time, I can't wait to see you again type of thing. I know romance isn't really out there anymore, but I sure want it.

Jeani

bbwredhead71 45F
58 posts
5/6/2006 12:01 pm

Tampafem: Congratulations! I had such a hard time making that first step, but now I am so happy I did. Best of luck to you in the future!


gent4u813 61M

6/3/2006 12:58 pm

I saw your post in the local group and just read your blog. There is romance... but you have to find the right person. I think that courting is great. I love to romance... Too many people just bypass that step. I understand how you feel about your spouse, I have been separated and in a similar situation. For us, we have always been able to stay friends, with benefits.

Good luck in your new place. I bet you have been so busy dating that you haven't had time to blog. You have a nice, sweet smile.

Gent4u


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