Its Time to Rebuild  

bardicman 50M
7540 posts
2/3/2006 11:06 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Its Time to Rebuild

The Rooftop is under severe construction while the bard undergoes the same.

This is a place of joy. This is a place meant to lift people up. Its not the place where games are played and lives destroyed at the whim of some sicko's who seek to pull me into their twisted game.

It was shakey for a couple weeks but once again..

I know exactly who I am.

I am the bardicman.

I am the one who wants you to smile.

I am the one who wants to life you up.

I am hopefully strong enough now to never get sucked into some psychotic game meant to hurt.

I am me.
I am real.
I am here.

Thank-You DaphneR[blog daphneR]

Thank-You travelingintexastravelingintexas

Thank-You bulging_boybulging_boy

Thank-You liblonde97[blog liblonde97]

Thank-You oldman1776oldman1776

Thank-You sister_act_4_yousister_act_4_you

Your kind words and support and undying faith in me has shown me what true friends are. The last few days have been a living hell and had it not been for the words of you, my friends, I don't think I would be posting here again.

Once again the lights are coming back up on the rooftop. Once again, like a phoenix rising from the flame, I feel a rebirth. Maybe it is not one that is deserved but it is one that is freely given and that make it all more priceless.

I am not dead yet

LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
2/3/2006 1:16 pm




papyrina 51F
21133 posts
2/3/2006 2:14 pm

hugs hun,i haven't a clue whats going on as usual lol,but welcome back

I'm a

i'm here to stay

ArealUnicorn 44F

2/3/2006 2:19 pm

Good to see you back...missed ya...

spinmedown 49M
3626 posts
2/3/2006 2:29 pm

Could we have Zingers instead of Twinkies this time: the strawberry ones maybe?

I am glad you pulled thru it, bro.
I knew you would, better than ever.

Most people are other people... FUCKING CHARACTER LIMIT!!! ~Oscar Wilde

oldman1776 78M
3164 posts
2/3/2006 2:32 pm

I'm glad you desided to stay with us. It would never be the same with out you.

You have a good day Sir.

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 3:01 pm

Liblonde - Thank you for caring.

I am not dead yet

rm_hinkawaza 52M
371 posts
2/3/2006 3:07 pm

I didn't know what was going on (and still don't), but I am glad that I have not lost the "Master of the Rewritten Lyrics Blog Way", and don't ask me what the Japanese translation would be for that one!

Blog on Bard

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
2/3/2006 3:39 pm


rm_1hotwahine 62F
21091 posts
2/3/2006 4:06 pm

So now will I get to know the goofball side of you?

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

rm_sj365 55F
2414 posts
2/3/2006 4:21 pm

I'm glad

SolarPowered0 67M
8018 posts
2/3/2006 4:58 pm


What does it ALL MEAN???


rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
2/3/2006 5:03 pm

You CAN get tattoos erased now...might take more than one trip.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

caressmewell 53F

2/3/2006 5:32 pm

Hugs to you Bard.

rm_KnowStuff 56M
240 posts
2/3/2006 5:40 pm

You'll always have friends here Bardicman -- close and sincere.

Blog on!

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 5:41 pm

Papy - Its best that people do not know what is going on.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 5:42 pm

Spinner......... Sorry but its twinkies all the way.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 5:43 pm

Unicorn - I had to find myself. I could not have done it without my friends.

I am not dead yet

pinkplaytoyz 49F

2/3/2006 5:47 pm

Arose from the ashes myself very recently also, I know how you feel my friend...

Just put it out there, we'll grab it!!!

demonicsexkitten 41F
10671 posts
2/3/2006 6:17 pm

Bard: Welcome back!! Though I never realized you were gone (sorry... haven't been keeping up lately with my "watched blog" list. nothing personal).
But you deleted my inspiration posts for national novel writing month!! *waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!* but the memory lives on... so i forgive u.

May all your hopes and dreams for your blog be fulfilled, and then some

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 8:18 pm

Oldman - I can be kicked when I am down. It hurts. Not that that makes any sense at all but hey. I am not one to make sense most days.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/3/2006 8:19 pm

Hinky - Yes.. truer words were never spoken... Blog On

I am not dead yet

impish_pixie 54F
6867 posts
2/3/2006 10:49 pm

So when doe we get to see "Dust in the Wind"?

I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn

LadytoPleaseYou 64F
5447 posts
2/3/2006 10:56 pm

Welcome back Bard.

If I told you everything that has happened to me this week alone, you would probably wonder why I haven't shot myself. I am not saying this to sound like a martyr, but to make a point. The point being that we all have trails and tributlations to go through and we do it. Why? Because we have too. Oh we have one other alternative. The coward's way out. But be proud of what you have done. You have lived through hell again and have come out on the other side. Now pull yourself up by your thong undies and get on with life.

All things must pass.

PENIS CHARMING....where are you?

catseyes23 61F

2/4/2006 3:18 am


You have been sorely missed. I'm so glad to see you back in fine form.


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
2/4/2006 4:37 am

I'm confused, I'll just sit here and shoo the pigeons away ok? Do ya think maybe you could rustle me up a Pepsi? I can only handle so much coke. Oh..and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich would be really cool too.. Thanks....

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:11 am

Hot1 - Damn straight.. the goofy intellectual person that conat spell for crap is back and here to stay

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:17 am

SJ - You were the bestest and smartest mentor I ever did have

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:22 am

Solar - All it means is that the bard is back on the roof.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:25 am

Caress. hugz back at ya.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:28 am

Knowstuff - I want to deserve the friends that I have here. That is my goal now.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:31 am

Sweetneeds - I almost lost that which you speak. Its not so much that I almost let someone take it, I was the dumbass handing it out.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:32 am

Pink... put it out there and you will grab it... Hmmmm , ROFL

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:34 am

Demonic.. Let me know which posts you need. They are not deleted, My friends made sure of that. They are hidden while I browse through them and remove the ones that are not proper for the happy place here.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:39 am

Picksie - I will post it in just a bit.. Then it is up to the capable handsof AdultFriendFinder to decide when they will put it up.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:42 am

Lady - Someone once said what does not kill us only makes us stronger. I have found that me not showering also makes me stronger. Trials and tribulations... Yes, and we are not the type of people to take the cowards way out. Even though we may think about it, we never seem to take the cowards way out.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:44 am

Catseye - You aint seen nothing yet !!!!

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/4/2006 6:46 am

Slide - Peanut butter and Jelly... with plain lays potato chips. Hell ya.. Pepsi for you.. For the confusion.. I recommend a pint of Jim Beam.

I am not dead yet

Sister_Act_4_You 37F/37F

2/4/2006 1:20 pm

you are sooo sweet! i am always happy to listen and even offer up an occasional humble opinion or two.

rm_Bct2Esi 50M/50F
1375 posts
2/4/2006 7:30 pm

{{{{{{{{{{{{bard}}}}}}}}}}}}} I am so thankful for those who were there in your time of need. that my friend is the meaning of true friends

Welcome back sweetie

hugs, luvs and smiles

yagottalikit 49F
583 posts
2/5/2006 3:40 am

{size 1]gosh, I sure am glad you decided to stay with us. I woulda missed ya. But, if you tell anyone I said so, I'll deny it to the ends of the earth! I have a rep to uphold ~ ya know!

Blog on.....and....all that other shit!!!

Yagotta get it soft and wet so we can kick/stick it

yagottalikit 49F
583 posts
2/5/2006 3:42 am

awww hell.....that didn't work

Yagotta get it soft and wet so we can kick/stick it

bardicman 50M

2/5/2006 9:07 am

Louisa - Thats why I love you like I do. You are a great person and you have always been there for me. Like so many others. Even when I thought I deserved no one I always had people here like you encouraging me. Many people and I owe them all my thanks.

I am not dead yet

duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
2/5/2006 10:12 am

It's wonderful to have friends who encourage. God bless you.


rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
2/5/2006 10:31 am

You CAN get tattoos erased now...might take more than one trip.

Of course comments sometimes take more than one trip too.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

bardicman 50M

2/5/2006 10:31 am

BCT - I am thankful for you too.. All my friends have meant alot to me in the last few weeks. I owe all of you a large portion of thanks for living with me through my meltdown.

I am not dead yet

bardicman 50M

2/5/2006 10:32 am

Likit.. You know I am just fascinated with your sexy belly and I like to look when the man in the skirt isnt looking over your shoulder..

I am not dead yet

im_curious_4u 50M

2/5/2006 7:48 pm

Stay strong Bard.

bardicman 50M

2/10/2006 7:29 pm

Daphne - You finally showed up.. I still dont know why your other comment never showed. Stupid AdultFriendFinder

I am not dead yet

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