Wow, where do I begin.  

barbiebunny 36F
6789 posts
3/23/2006 12:00 pm

Last Read:
3/30/2006 12:41 pm

Wow, where do I begin.

This blog is a bit of a purging/sharing of things I feel need to be said so my blog can continue with my personal integrity.

Eversince I wrote the blog TIGHT Tightand some things in my professional life sprung up. When I feel that confined... I do a lot of research, read a lot on the relevant topics and arm myself with more knowledge...providing me more viable options to slip thru the restraints.

My degree is in Psychology with a theology minor. So lately I have been reading a lot of books in the topic of the psychology dominant/submissive relationships, the influences of religious celebacy, the religious "high" and the psychosexual outlet re-directed.

The Dance poem below was written by Me, influenced by the readings of Midori, and Claudia Varrin. (pic is of Fred Astaire and Rita Hayworth) The words and themes circled in my head and that came out. I typed this out. I have been wrestling with the dynamic of that relationship, and a highly romanticised version of it as well as the technical practicialities this relationship demands.

A lot of the time, I do write off the top of my head, more as a emotional outlet and my writing style appears one way, while the more intellectual style of my writings do have a lot of thought and composition behind it. So. as Paul Harvey would say, now u know the rest of the story. If it is a piece of work that I thought was great I do give the author credit. Otherwise, it is by Me. Im not into claiming others work for myself as I like the individual thought processes too much. Plus, I have no idea how to make that little copyright c logo.

A lot of these posts have been short, perhaps not a lot of depth as I usually do but the poem below is a splash back into that realm, since battling new tests for cancer, and a lot of personal illness in my family & myself, and I needed to find a time to organize my thoughts, feelings and direction to continue to sail on in my life in MY WAY. Now is the moment I have been waiting for about 2 weeks.

thank you all for being my friend and i got tagged by Honni and huntress... do I need to do 12 now???


Its good to be...ME

muscles4u2have 55M
1642 posts
3/23/2006 1:55 pm

Beautiful Bunz,

How have the test gone? Hope every thing is good!

I have had to do 3 tags. So 18 weird things about me! You can do it!! Doesn't really have to be that weird either! Good Luck!!

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:07 pm:
Muscles, ty for waiting back on the final blood panel..then ill have something to go on ..hey I AM WIERD~ sheesh!

Transblucency 44M

3/23/2006 5:32 pm

You definitely do have two different styles, but they're not completely seperate. There's definitely a unique 'bunnyness' that pervades them both. This is, of course, a good thing.

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:12 pm:
Aww..ty TransB.. *tosses him a hug and a crumpet*

rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
3/23/2006 8:41 pm

OOoops... I guess here is not the place to reply to your post on my blog..

What the hell.. why not? This is your blog after all and if you had asked me if I had a name for my new boat; the answer is I have not thought of one.. and don't know if I will.

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:12 pm:
why dont u call it..BOAT?

(Princess Lips)

3/23/2006 10:27 pm

wishing you hugs, wellness, and time...


barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:13 pm:
awww ty huggs back.. xooxxo besides...Ive fough too much to pack up and go home

tillerbabe 56F

3/24/2006 2:23 am

I love you!

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:14 pm:

__Huntress__ 55M/57F

3/24/2006 3:38 am

Sweet hugs and kisses for you ... I simply adore you !


barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 5:19 pm:
I feel the same way about you!!

Efilnikufesin69 47M

3/24/2006 7:52 am

See my post [post 281282]

Here is the comment left for Samantha from the original author of some of the blogs that Samantha192 has plagiarized:

Dear Samantha,

This is lifted in its entirety from me.

Remove this post and all other posts and photos that you have stolen from me...immediately. All of my material is original and protected by copyright.

I have reported you to AdultFriendFinder and will take further legal action if this happens again.

To all of your readers...if you would like to read the actual, real-life woman who wrote this and many of Samantha's other sexy articles, please visit me at blog spot AlwaysArousedGirl .

Samantha, grow up and do your own writing. Stealing someone else's words and pictures is not only juvenile, it is a crime.


barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 6:33 pm:
Too sad... blogs are to express you inner workings and desires... samantha is obviously a fake... Daisy, I dunno.

BrightonCrazee 47M

3/24/2006 9:39 am

First time I visited your blog, read The Dance and enjoyed it. The beast you mention, is this lust from within?
I shall revisit and troll through your posts for other poetry. I have posted a couple myself and would welcome any criticism as you appear to be quite accomplished.
For the copyright symbol you need to open Word, go to 'Insert' in the toolbar and double click Symbol and find it there.
My Word is preset that holding ctrl+alt+c also prints the symbol but this is only on a word doc and not on this site.
You gotta cut n paste it onto any text you put onto your blog.
Hope that's some help.

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 6:38 pm:
The beasts are our lustful desires/actions that we unfurl in the special relationship I mention. The social mask we wear is discarded and the true desires commence without fear or is hard, raw and honest and sometimes desires we fear..with consenting adults it is one of the most fullfilling dances. Thank you for your help, enjoy the dungeon, there is some good stuff in there.. and I shall visit yours as well. Namaste-Bunny

SeekingFun337 64M/60F
657 posts
3/24/2006 9:50 am

Trials of life... neverending.... without being intrusive, can you tell me more about the tests.... my sincerest desire that all returns with a good result....

Sending you a warm, hopfully comforting, hug....

barbiebunny replies on 3/25/2006 12:22 pm:
huggs back thank you..illl let ya know


3/24/2006 1:05 pm

You ARE more.

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

barbiebunny replies on 3/24/2006 6:35 pm:
Much thanks

4205 posts
3/24/2006 7:20 pm

you are simply delish my dear...I got tagged today as well...its really not that hard to find funny things to say about yourself...whats hard is finding 6 others who have yet to be the blog btw...lotsa smooches...QueenB

Come on over...let's play in my Castle! The hide and seek is awesome!


barbiebunny replies on 3/25/2006 12:23 pm:
okies queenB...... thanks!!!

Nightguy_1961 55M
4866 posts
3/25/2006 12:59 am

Just found your blog...and I'm regretting not finding it sooner.

At this point in my life, I'm looking at "the Romance of BDSM" as opposed to the 'mechanics' of D/s. I haven't thought to look into the 'why'...I've been concentrating on what people are thinking.

I know....quit rambling.

I hope things turn out good for you with the tests and all.

Best wishes from the Virginia Gentleman/Rogue


barbiebunny 36F
5597 posts
3/25/2006 12:24 pm

NG61 feel free to share any of your thoughts on it.. It is hard sometimes to discuss these typrs of things..welcome to my blog.

Its good to be...ME

BenefitsFriend69 57M/60F

3/25/2006 3:34 pm

I've missed you bunz.. Came back after being gone awhile and had a whole smorgasboard of bunzibiz to read! Thank you. Love and hugs and kisses and carrots to you. You will always be my favorte superhero. XOXOXOXO

barbiebunny replies on 3/26/2006 4:59 pm:
*assumes superhero stance (hands on hips and garter belts showing)*

rm_Mr_Gaunt 44M

3/29/2006 1:31 pm

I don't know you really well -and, definitively, you don't know me- but I dare to send you a big, Big And Sweet Hug and desire you good luck.

Also, a Suggestion: If you would like to create a community -in your posts you looks like having the strength-, would you like to rescue the "Queer Nation" term? perhaps it needs to be revisited, not to be so sexually oriented, or so aggressive, but isn't it beautiful?

so, good luck as a prophet too

barbiebunny replies on 3/30/2006 12:40 pm:
Ill have to revisit that one. Thanks for the suggestion.. as for thanks but Im just Me.. just trying to exist on the fringes where I can roam largely...

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