What the Hell??  

babysgotblueeyez 53F
1035 posts
6/9/2006 12:59 am

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6/12/2006 8:35 pm

What the Hell??

OK, so I went to bed at a "normal" (for me) time and am now wide awake as I've had some very, VERY strange dreams; like having twin boys with my ex, moving to London, scuba diving... I'm quite confused as to why I'd be dreaming about my ex (that's just creepy since it's ex #1, not that dreaming about ex #2 would be a whole lot better)or dreaming about moving to London but that could be because of the thing I watched about Windsor Castle tonight on TV.

But, jeez, give me a break. Let me sleep and wake up refreshed in the morning....But, NO...I sit here at 0230 and write a blog entry only to try and go back to sleep, toss and turn and wake up at 6am.

It would have been nice to have someone to wake up and snuggle with but my dating luck has been less than stellar so I sleep solo which has it's don't have to share the blanktes advantages.

Is it so very much to ask to find a guy who is willing to build something? I'm not asking for everything all at once but someone interested in building something solid over the long term. Yeah, I realize I'm not Princess Diana but I'm not Roseanne either. People tell me I'm cute, intelligent, easy to talk with, fun, funny, sensitive, caring....All of the crap a person might want in a partner...Ohhh, I need to stop rambling and hit the sheets...

Don't let your past dictate who you are but let it part of who you will become.


SleekIcilyVarix 41M

6/9/2006 2:05 am

There are ten times as many men seeking women as women seeking men here. A few of them ought to be able to appreciate all of your great qualities and want to build a real relationship. They can't all just be after nsa sex. You'll find him or he'll find you sooner or later. Not much comfort on a lonely night, but it'll happen. (Don't ask me how I know, I'll blame it on a little bird.)

kittys4me2 54M

6/11/2006 1:47 am

Dont freak on dreaming of the EX....its not literal.Its symbolic.There is a message there.
Ok.its like..inside your brain,all your memories are stored like Microsoft

The message comming in is like Macintosh,and your brain is trying to Google.

Do you dream in techno color,or B/W?

Is it in 1st person,or Like you are a camera floating above a scene?

jaimeOOO69 52F

6/11/2006 8:12 am

Blue, I have some very freaky dreams,too. It's a combination of thoughts during the day and the meds I take. I wake up more tired than when I went to bed.

BTW, I think "real" women scare men. I have spent 99% of my adult life without a partner. I have had a few nice dates but nothing past the first date. My experience with a dating service was worse, there were a few nice men the rest were oddballs, but none I would ever want to see again.

I'll settle for the best friend I made from here, you know....the little guy in the blue with the red cape.

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