I wonder  

babsygirl 55F
130 posts
8/7/2005 7:06 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I wonder

I do wonder alot....about life and why it takes us down certain paths of life.

It's been four years since I left my ex of 11 years. It got to be an ugly relationship...and something I never want to experience again.

He replaced me within six months...had to fill a void he said...ya ok...funny I'd rather live with the void than find the wrong person...

But I wonder if I ever will find that right person again, or am I just pondering too much about wanting someone in my life.

I am much happier being single....although I've never been married....not sure if I ever will be either.

Affection is something I need from that new person....yet most of the men I know...are not affectionate ...ya I know...most are into this for the sex...

I am grateful I have two very wonderful men that capture my attention for now...one in person...and that other "online magic man" and he knows who he is.....blast away...hehe..

Just a few of my thoughts this week...would appreciate responses to this...want to know if more people feel this way...about life...and its trials and tribulations...

Babsy


FriendlyTickler 45M

8/9/2005 4:48 pm

I think everyone wants to be loved and craves the touch of someone that they feel close to, not just woman either. Not all men care only about sex. When there is a close bond with a person, sex can be simply out of this world. There is just something to it that is very fullfilling. I understand what it is that you are looking for, and as I read through the blogs it's very common amoungst some of the woman's blogs that I have read.

Life certainly has its trials. I read a blog from WetandWildAquarius and I have to say that the two of you do share some common ground. Although she is in a very depressed state. If you read her blog you might feel some comfort in knowing that you're not the only one that feels in need of someone to fill this void.

All I can suggest is that you be the person that you are, keep an open mind to people and when you least expect it someone will pop up out of no where. You just need patience. Your still young and I'm sure that sooner or later someone will find you.

Take care,

FT


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