Stop b4 u Start  

b0rg_ 44M
18 posts
6/27/2006 11:00 pm

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7/5/2006 11:20 pm

Stop b4 u Start

Yea I screwed something up today because I am too afraid of being let down.

Fear sucks.

Ive been so anxious so wanting and lusting for what i want that when I find what it is I am looking for I can't believe that it's real when I find it.

And then I overdo to compensate and that makes things worse.

I guess I'm just too afraid to be let down one more time, so Id rather stop whats been started before it can continue to get any better.

Of course no one here has any idea of what I am talking about but that doesn't make what I am saying any less real.

maybe I'll have a cigarette now.

julie4daddy34 45F
599 posts
6/27/2006 11:35 pm

I catch your drift. Regardless of what situation your referring to, if you try too hard..chances are you'll fail. You have to take chances in life..whether you've been let down one time or a hundred times..doesnt mean the next time you will be. Slow down, take a chance and go with the flow.

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